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I have spent nearly 20 years in the lifestyle as a Dom. Active in the BDSM community and a successful trainer. However, I have come to realise that the reason I have never been content is because I am not a Dominant.
At a very young age, 7 to be specific, I was sexually assaulted. Though I said no I never really resisted. Even though it hurt I didnt struggle. I took it. And I continued to do so for years. Instead of repressing it or being upset I became facinated with anal insertion and began sticking anything and everything in my ass. Ive done that my whole life. I was used a couple of times in my youth by different people. Looking back I realised I enjoyed it. These years as a strict and sadistic Master who thrived on humiliating slaves I was actually treating them like I wanted to be treated.
So hears my admition to the truth. I am a bitch boi who loves being used. I love serving and understand the expectations of a Master or Mistress. I am here to serve be used, abuse me, humiliate me.
Its what I was born for.
Brokendomsubboi at YIM
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