breelove on Collarspace

1/9/2010 6:01:38 PM

I've had a lot of people upset with me lately. It's kind of funny. The one time I actually find happiness on this site and people are angry at me for being happy. I guess I can't please everyone all the time. It's a shame that I get upset that they're mad at me.
On 1/6/09 Master officially collared me. My collar is now locked on. We did a brief ceremony for our friends. I want to thank them for attending - it meant a lot to the both of us.
It's been really difficult not being able to be with Master 24/7. We are both single parents so finding time to be together has been a challenge. Our saving grace is our phone calls. We talk to each other constantly. I crave His touch though. I miss serving him when we're not together. Perhaps someday in the future we can be together 24/7 but for now, we take what we can get.
Last Wednesday and Thursday we spent time together. He spent the night here and it was like heaven. Being able to make Him happy made me feel like all this was worth it. Just to see Him smile and pet my head and say, "You're such a good girl." made me sooo happy.
I try really hard not to get disappointed when I can't be with Him. Sometimes I have to watch my tongue. I know that He is doing all that He can to be with me too. It just frustrates me to no end.
I can be thankful that I have found my One. And that He loves me just as much as I love Him.
We're hoping to find a playmate for us soon. I am hoping to find a female sub/slave to share with Master. I know that He would enjoy that too. There aren't that many on here that want to mail me back, unfortunately. Only time will tell.