The idea of waking up next to someone earlier than them, laying out what they will be wearing for the day down to the color panties and eye shadow color they will wear that day. Watching them wake up, dress for my approval, asking their owner if they are pleased....
This is why I cannot have a Vanilla Relationship...they do not give me what I need and what I seek. D/s relationships are almost a drug to me. When Im in them I cant get enough of them, when Im out of them Im relapsing. Ive been in the lifestyle for close to 7 years and have had both good and bad experiences but all the same...they were experiences.
Im seeking something more long term and reliable. Someone who is into micro management, being controlled, reliable and is going somewhere in life.
My drive in my career is hard to match and a lot of the times it amazes people, not sure why because I feel like I could never do it any less, its just how I am.
