5/22/2014 1:05:29 PM

Master has begun training my ass and made my anal training a part of my regular edging. When Master commands me to edge, I know what to do unless otherwise specified. Master instructed me to use my smaller anal plug on myself and play with it while he let me cum using his pussy. Master repeated the instruction several times and I complied with obedience and thanks. I am excited and thankful to my Master for training me and correcting me when I require discipline. I look forward to this training journey.

5/12/2014 6:21:55 AM

I've had recurring struggles within my training with my Master. Although I've begun to make progress, I am still struggling daily with asking him for permissions. I know my Master is responsible and in control of me at all times, and I must learn to ask for his permission. Last night, while discussing my training, I learned that I will be trained to be held accountable for my mistakes. I must learn to come to my Master and ask to be corrected if I have been disobedient. Although I had been disobedient with my asking last night, my Master made it clear that he was very proud of my efforts and progress within my training under him, and that I wouldn't require correction for my disobedience then. It was a weight off a young slave's shoulders, especially one who wants nothing more than to please her Master. I thanked him endlessly for his patience and will adjust my behavior.

5/8/2014 8:54:36 PM

When I drop to my knees for you, Sir, there is a calming presence that falls over me. I feel as though I'm safe to effortlessly slip into the submissive that you and I both know that I crave to be. Your submissive. I felt my body slip into this little, waiting creature. I felt your presence over me and I felt safe, even though you weren't physically there. The cold floor under my hands and knees was soothing. Refreshing. I felt clear and owned. I felt pride when I dropped into position for you, last night was the first time I thought I was really getting the hang of proper lines and posture. It feels fulfilling to work towards being your proper slave.

5/5/2014 9:47:42 AM

My Master punished me with five hard swats against my ass because of my disobedience. No matter how frustrated I am with the things go on around me, I am not to be bratty towards my Master. Even when there are disagreements, I must show my obedience and ask permission from him in the ways we've discussed. I am being punished because of my brattiness, and because I didn't properly ask my Master or show my obedience. I am a tool to serve and service his needs when he requires me to do so, not at my convenience. I thank my Master for his structure and discipline.

4/30/2014 9:45:07 PM

Questions: 2. Explain what it means to be your owners cunt. How it relates to making yourself , all your holes available to him 24/7. 3. Explain how you like to be humiliated and how this relates to you learning to be a good slave. 4. Explain the pride you feel knowing your ass will be trained for your owners huge cock. 5. Explain the difference between pleasing your owner orally and being face fucked. 6. Explain the pride you feel by taking all of your owners cock and seed. Why do you like it so much. 7. Explain the pride you feel in being 100% owned. To be used for your owners pleasure. To serve whom ever he tell s you to serve. 8. Explain why it takes a strong woman to surrender completely to her strong man. ************************* 2. As my Sir's cunt, I am available to him at all times, and in any way he desires me to be so. My body and holes are his body and holes, to fill and use as he pleases. I am his fuck doll. When he wants to train his ass, I am to thank him and be obedient with his training. When he wants to train his pussy, I will accept his lessons with obedience. His mouth will always be available to please him exactly how he likes it. I am his slave, and he controls the training and usage of his mind, body and holes. 3. I crave to be humiliated by Sir, to be watched by him and taken in completely by him. I crave torturous laughter, and I crave being used like his dirty girl. I want to be used for his pleasure, no matter how humiliated I may get. I want to be pushed, and put into open situations so that I will get over being so embarrassed. I want to escape the world and strip down the noise of the daily routine and be pushed down to the sub that we both know that I am. I wish to be opened up so that I may become the best slave for Sir. 4. When Sir decides that it is time to train my ass, I will be an obedient slave. I am excited that he is the owner of my ass and filled with pride knowing that his ass will be worth his time and training. I will thank him with each lesson. I look forward to the day when his ass will be ready for Sir's big cock, and will accept my training with obedience until I can. 5. When I am pleasing my owner orally, I am using my talents as an obedient slave to suck and nibble and worship his cock exactly as he pleases. I am waiting for his approval to accept him into his mouth, and for him to use his slave for his pleasure. Training her to please him properly. When I am being facefucked, I lose any little bit of control I may have had. I am a hole for my owner to use as he pleases, as roughly as he pleases, to satisfy his rougher needs. Facefucking may be used to control and command obedience of a bratty sub. 6. I am the happiest, little sub when my owner uses me to fill up my holes with his cock and uses his body for pleasure and release. His body is to be trained to accept his cock completely and be filled up however he chooses to do so. I love being his obedient sub and waiting patiently for him to decide which of his holes will happily accept his release. I love being trained to be used to take my owner's entire cock. 7. I could not be filled with more pride and excitement to be chosen and trained by my Sir. I love feeling his control surrounding me and having his presence in everything that I do. He is responsible for me and I am accountable to him, and I love being under his strong hand. I crave to serve him completely and be his perfectly obedient slave girl. I crave his training, and his praise, and I learn from his discipline. I crave being used for my owner's pleasure and entertainment. I want to play with anyone that my owner desires, and service them through serving him. I crave his control over me while he watches me and owns me. 8. It would be easy for any man to grab hold of a weak woman, and easy for a weak woman to fall under any man. It takes a strong man with a strong hand to be able to bring a strong woman to her knees and have her crave and beg for more. A strong woman must strip away the environment and world that she knows and fully accept her owner being in complete control. Only when she has had her strong walls chipped away will she be able to open herself up fully and completely and submit to her strong man. It would take a strong man to accept the submission, and courage it takes to do so, from a strong woman. She must silence the world and know only him, his dominance and his control.

4/29/2014 9:33:53 AM

Punishment: 1. I have practically zero experience with nipple clamps because they are so painful and my nipples are extremely sensitive. I own a pair.. and have had them on for just a few seconds and know that a couple minutes like that would make subs learn their lessons. 2. Embarrass the slave by putting her on the spot to answer questions in detail (sexual, fetish related, whatever, etc.) Laugh at shyness. 3. Purchase a small anal plug and insert for a few minutes. Show Sir you understand and you are sorry. Last night, it came to the light that I had not been as open with Sir as I am required to be, or would like to be. As his submissive, I am required to be open, vulnerable and honest with him at all times, despite being embarrassed or not wanting to bring things up. It is my duty as his submissive to tell Sir everything, so that he may use the information to train and discipline me properly. I apologize to you, Sir, for letting you feel as though you were in the dark about your slave. Your slave is your property, and the mind is included with the body under your strong hand. I am accountable for my actions, and I take my submission very seriously. Learning under you already feels so rewarding and fulfilling and I want to take the downs as well as the ups. I know this will be beneficial in my training and submitting to you. Sir will be disciplining me because I had kept him in the dark about my current situation. As his sub, I am to open myself up fully, in every aspect, and accept the consequences when I fail to do so. I will accept his punishment with a thank you. ***You are to post this email as a journal entry on your CM profile. In its entirety. Along with your replacement for the anal plugs. Including this reply. Sir*** 3. (Replaced) Begin touching yourself and edge several times. When you feel as though you can't take it, snap a rubber band against your clit. Thank you, Sir.