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I've
been exploring the world of BDSM gradually for a long time, but
recently i feel my submissive side has really emerged, and flourished.
I'm hoping to find people to talk about this with, and men whom i can
serve.
I'm very interested in the club scene or the bar scene, but i don't
know at all where to start. I'm very cautious about saftey concerns, so
it would take a lot of time before i was willing to go with someone
back to their home, but i have a strong exhibitionist streak, and i can
be quite demonstrative and uninhibited in public. In a dark room or a
back room of a cruise club i'd feel safe and confident, and, we could.
. . well, i suppose thats up to you.
I like to feel, valuable, wanted, but not necessarily respected as
an equal, like a prized pet. Of course i do expect the basic respect
from another human being, such as honouring my limits, not ignoring me
or hurting me badly.
I suppose i just want feel loved or appreciated, without having to
act all macho and confident to fit in. Probably not an uncommon desire
in a submissive.
Having said that i think i am fairly straight-acting, confident,
funny and interesting naturally, but i suppose i want to feel like i
don't have to be something else to fit in, that i can be myself.
And i also want to be spanked quite hard while i'm tied up to a
spanking horse, wearing only a pair of leather shorts, in front of lots
of watching gay men.
But then, don't we all...
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