9/28/2016 3:53:31 AM: People should stop using 'switch'. The right word is submissive. :P

6/13/2016 12:39:54 AM: If you do not water a flower for days, it dies. If you water it with bad quality water, it also becomes sick or dies. Same thing with everything. Attention is the only thing we have. Don't waste it.

6/12/2016 12:41:31 PM: 'A master has to be a mother. A master has to be tremendously capable of feminine energy so  that he can shower love on you; only then can he destroy. Unless you are certain about his love, you will not allow  him to destroy you. How will you trust? Only his love will make you able to trust, and through trust, by and by, he will  cut you limb by limb. One day suddenly you will disappear. Slowly, slowly, slowly… And you are gone: Gate, gate,  para gate – going, going, going, gone. Then the new is born. 'Osho

8/23/2015 6:42:19 AM: THIS (is what I am talking about): The Sun had a special significance for Rumi because it alluded to his master, Shams—the one who awakened the truth within Rumi. Rumi’s use of the terms “Shams,” “Shams-e Tabriz” (Shams of Tabriz), and “Shamsuddin” refers not only to his master but also to the many aspects of the Beloved, embodied in Shams: “Shams” symbolizes the power of grace, the power that awakens the truth within us; “Shams” symbolizes the inner sunrise, the inner light of consciousness, one’s own soul and its awakening. Rumi writes:Shams of Tabriz: You are either the Light of God Or God Himself in human form.(fragment from Rumi: In the arms of the Beloved - Translation by Jonathan Star)

2/26/2015 1:50:19 PM: IMPORTANT ADDITION TO THE PROFILESo… I have recently received some wonderful advice and ever since my mind won’t stop pointing out ways I can express who I truly am. And patience is not my virtue yet. So I’m going to write this right now and there's definitely more to come later. I didn’t use to give much information on who I am for various reasons. One of them is because I can be molded. On the other hand, considering that I like to think of myself as Batman’s female butler, I need to have some sort of resume Batman can look at, right? So who am I? I am a champion. I am someone who lost 33 kg and did so pleasantly, because I focused on the gains not on the losses and on making it easier and more pleasant for my body so it won’t kick back. Because of the weight loss my body is not in the exact shape I would like it to be. I am not the perfect nymph you see on tumblr, but I’m pretty. I think very highly of myself in many aspects, but I also have fields in which I’m still working on confidence. I am someone who tries to grow a bit every day . I have mastered many of my emotions and, in part, my mind. The best lesson I ever received is: You are not your mind. Your mind is a construct of all the experiences you’ve had so far. Does that make your thoughts right? Only somewhat. The daughter of someone who walks on wire will most likely never have the same thoughts as the daughter of an OCD germophobe who spends their time locked in their house. You know what I’m sayin’? I also fear there will come a day where you’ll type something in Google like great and Google will say something like: Did you mean gr8? Kidding. But am I? I am a big fan of psychology, philosophy and self-development. Although I am an ex-writer, I am aware that my current writing could use some improvement. It’s mostly because I spent time on the wrong mediums (like facebook), instead of books and brilliant people. This is also one of the main reasons why I want a Dominant who speaks/writes better than I do. I believe you’re the sum of the 5 things you do most often/5 people you spend most time with. And I have a big inclination at bending and embracing a style as soon as I encounter it. Particularly when it comes to writing. And my heart jumps with joy when that happens. Imitation; Best form of flattery? I don’t know. They say you should give what you want to receive. That could be an answer. What do you give? :p My biggest incentive is growth. It’s clear that I cannot grow with someone who knows less than I do. That’s also one of the reasons why I’m looking for someone experienced. Am I over qualified ? Under qualified? I don’t know. I hope I am neither. And as we reached the experience side. I’m not experienced in D/s . I can be sassy and foxy and submissive and many things, but I’m still developing and I’m certainly not experienced in D/s, although I did have an online Master for a while. What I bring to the table is my power to fully dedicate. I think that’s very important and the deep connection is what matters to me most in a relationship like this. In spite of my perkiness, I am docile and in front of what I consider power I bow and easily bend. I don’t say “yes, Sir” to anyone, but when I do I truly mean it from the bottom of my heart. I am also somewhat shy, particularly before I get a green light. I’m working on changing this. However… One of the main reasons why I’m looking for a Dominant is (apart from the natural fuck me Daddy, pardon my French) because I like to be pulled out of my shyness. We seek people we can see ourselves in , but we also seek people who can make us complete. I am shy, you’re bold, I am submissive you’re Dominant. I know shy doesn’t equal submissive, I was just making a point. And, yes, I know much about duality and how it's in everything. :p Perhaps it is exactly because of duality that we seek to embrace both sides. I believe that insulting other people says more about you than about them. I also believe that the way you talk about others says more about you than what other people say about you. And I surely believe in 'If you want to test a man's character, give him power.' - Abraham Lincoln. I don’t have a picture here, not because I have a problem with my looks ( I have a cute face and an average sized body, so I believe and so I’ve been told) but because of two reasons: 1. This site has true predators lurking around more than other sites. I’m not a negative person, but I believe in better safe than sorry, particularly as some predators can get nasty when refused. 2. I’d rather my Dominant would first consider my mind. I know men are very visual, but I prefer to avoid the wolves at first . For individuals who can’t focus on my mind, my face is not available. To be honest, I'd prefer to talk before we exchange pics/cam, because visual aspects can be so cheating, in my opinion. Beauty is many times a construct of societal nature and so is programming like 'you should look LIKE THIS, otherwise goodbye and good luck.' Also finding someone attractive or not can even be traced to that teacher who spoke nicely to you in fifth grade. So, as said, although I've been called pretty many times, I prefer to focus on something deeper than that to begin with. I can be sarcastic and I also love sarcasm from other people, but mostly the cute sarcasm, let's say the kind Seinfeld or Dr. Cox use (in Seinfeld and in Scrubs) not unnecessary meanness. I’m never impolite or sarcastic with people who respect me and I do my best at respecting everyone. And I believe words can say a lot about you, even if you don’t plan them to. I also believe you can’t lie forever. Even if you do, you then become your mask/lie and it becomes your truth and the truth still shines. I agree with Maya Angelou’s: “When someone shows you who they are, believe them; The first time.” However I'm also a supporter of second chances and imperfection. Perfect in my imperfection, yours truly. Ok. I think I want to post this now. I should read it again and make it a part of something that makes sense and I will. But, hey… Maybe it’s a bit messy, but that is one of the reasons why I yearn for someone to put me in my place and straighten me up with some good orders. I am also aware that presentation is half of the game and being a bit messy isn’t an excuse. But I’m still posting this today as I don’t think it’s bad. :p