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This....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_ub7Etch2U
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and another birthday gone...just like every day only exception was 2 people said happy birthday to me...I feel selfish for wishing that anyone had at the very least given me a card- a candle on anything would have been nice to blow out for a birthday wish.....thank you universe for confirming how much of a piece of shit the world around me feels I am...
happy birthday to me..
fuck it all..who cares anymore... |
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So I did an experiment- I changed my age to 99, I removed any pictures on my profile that had any of my body parts showing, and changed my location- ALL of which SHOULD NOT MATTER ONE BIT if someone actually reads my profile and messages me. I went from getting anywhere from 5-20 messages a day- to zero messages in an entire week.
This tells me that even though you people read my profile and claim that you understand I'm not looking for anything but some gaming friends- it still matters what I look like, how old I am and where I live...WHY???
The info I changed should not matter at all if you respect the fact I'm only looking for friends to game with. Just goes to show you that those that did message me either didn't read my profile like they claimed or they think they can get more out of me than my profile says I'm looking for despite the fact that it is very clear.
In conclusion: you people suck....I just want to blow some shit up with some people, why the fuck is that so difficult?? |
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Super sucks being alone all the time and its depressing. I so don't want to be a Debbie downer....never going to find someone that wants to game with me...as easy as you all keep telling me that should be- well it isn't. People are nice, chat with me a bit- message back and fourth for a while...then disappear...or if they actually get on BNET they converse with me a few times, possibly play a game or two...then disappear....so tired of feeling this way... |
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So here I go again, added a couple people to battlenet, only to have them perpetually "away" and never actually gaming or chatting. What is the point of that? Not even a message, weeks on end- add- then never communicate again. Did you think I was lying when I said I am a gamer? Did you not really want to game, you just wanted to see if this was all some clever wording to trap and seduce unsuspecting geeks and nerds? How the fuck am I supposed to be a needy stalker that devotes all my attention and time to you if I can't even get a conversation real time? GOSH! |
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So tired of being alone...ever been so sad it physically hurts? I just want someone to game with...why is that too much to ask? the next step is numbness...wish it would start already... |
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I am not interested in having a text based relationship with my phone- thank you. |
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So again, people add me- and never say a word....I wait and wait...I message them...nothing...Don't ask me to add you on BNET if you aren't going to even message me please. |
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Some words are so fun to say...like Metronome! and numismatist! and troglodyte! and Tittahy lol |
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Was nice to be able to add a few people to bnet to get some gaming going- but they all disappeared..again...ugh...what does a girl have to do to get someone to just hang out with her and game...damn! |
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Ok...so what the fuck is the point in telling me you play league of legends, adding me on there to your friends list, and then NEVER playing a match with me like ever- If you don't actually intend to game with me don't fucking offer...damn
Would be nice to have a 5 man team of people I know that understand the team dynamic. But I gotta get stuck with 4 random idiots that are too full of themselves to play their role, they just want to get all the kills they can even if they are playing a tank or support.
So sick of playing with children, then to top it off the second I say anything about grouping up- calling targets or the tank actually building tank *I* am the one that is wrong?
eiya..sigh... |
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I am not trying to be rude here but if you add me to your favorites/admired list and you haven't even looked at my profile and or attempted to message me- expect to be blocked. I am not here to inflate your profile friends.
On the same note- if you attempt to add me as a friend and we haven't even had a conversation please do not expect me to accept your request.
Further more if you are a cam whore trying to get people to go to a website and enter in credit card info to be able to talk with you- FUCK OFF! I am NOT interested in your spam or you attempt to hack into my financial data by providing you with my credit card.
I am a real person, not here for any of that crap...
Thank you |
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How much sense does it make to get pissed at me for asking you what games you play when you claim you liked my profile and want to know more about me, just to find out you never even looked at my profile- it very specifically says first thing- don't message me if you haven't read it...all you are doing is wasting your time and mine. I am here looking for people to game with not converse with on this site. If you aren't willing to meet up with me in a game and chat there don't get pissed at me if I stop talking with you here. I'm very clear in my profile about what I am looking for, it isn't my fault if you don't actually take the time to read it and get upset because I won't talk to you about the most intimate details of my life in messages on this site.....just sayin |
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To verystrictdom29, thewhiplord, whipmaster, whip-whatthefuckeverrrrrrrrryoumakeupforthenextprofile
Please stop sending me messages once a week from your multitude of profiles telling me I am a fake and that if I don't get on cam you will tell the world I am a man.
Those that matter know I am a woman first off- second I do NOT give a shit what you think or how pathetic your life is that you have to keep harassing me every week trying to get me on cam. You claim that my pictures are of a fake person- you haven't even looked at my pictures because I don't even have one up of my face- SO pathetic...sigh...
is there anyone out there that actually wants to game?
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and again insomnia has set in...I need someone to kill with bleh |
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and again....traveling in a group of one...maybe this is fate telling me I'm supposed to be alone...I wish I could stop caring..stop feeling..stop wishing I mattered to someone else... sometimes it hurts so much I feel like I literally can't breathe...meh screw it...not like anyone reading this is going to genuinely care anyway |
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So just in case anyone actually reads this- You aren't going to impress me by telling me the games I play aren't as good as the ones you play. You aren't going to get a great response from me by trying to put me down because you don't like the games I'm into. If you play DOTA and you think League of Legends is shit- that is not a great conversation starter. I ask people to message me to play the games I have listed in my profile. Granted there are a lot of games I have played that aren't in my profile but that doesn't mean messaging me to tell me that your game is better than mine is a good way to start a conversation.
Just for the record- No I don't play DOTA and I never will. I tried it, I'm not into playing the exactly same game type over and over on the same map with the same boring broken characters. I prefer some variety in my games and regardless of how difficult you think doing the exact same thing over and over is- its boring as shit. |
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I HATE INSOMNIAAAAAAAAAAAA |
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I don't understand- When someone comes at me with a chip on their shoulder, an attitude- and I respond in a way that reflects not liking that attitude *I* become the one with the problem? Try being NICE to me- try not to continuously badger me about stuff I tell you I'm not interested in talking about- the response isn't going to change. If I seem "moody" then you are the reason I am, because I approach every situation with a smile on my face till what ever jack ass decides to keep pushing me and teasing me to find my buttons. I've been very clear on my profile I don't like being tease or picked on- this isn't fucking elementary school where you beat up the chick you like to show her you like her. If you want to have a conversation with me politeness counts, BE NICE! |
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Tried to do this in audio cause I'm getting sick of typing the same stuff over and over- but yet another day where most people messaging me aren't even taking the time to read my profile and feel it necessary to tell me I'm in the wrong place looking for the wrong thing. If you actually took 3 minutes to read over my very short profile you will see I have covered that subject- I would appreciate if you don't want to game with me or aren't interested in at least talking about that subject that you just don't waste my time or yours with rude messages. I know what kind of site this is and I know what I am looking for. Extend the same respect and unconditional acceptance you expect from everyone else to me as well please. |
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So I was told today by someone that perhaps the reason I can't keep someone's interest is because of my looks. I look too intimidating, which I can't understand at all. I don't even have my picture up on the site, when I did people wouldn't read my profile they just looked at my pic and messaged me based on that. Now I get to know someone a little bit more, a few messages here and there then I send a pic----they eventually disappear. I don't believe I'm the prettiest rose on the bush but I'm not ugly. I just don't get it...... |
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Why is it such a huge deal that I don't want to be treated like shit? I don't get it- wtf is so wrong with me that people that don't even know me at all are shocked I want to be treated nicely?? |
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I didn't realize in this day and age that I have to tell someone I don't like being teased and that I would like to be treated nicely-
so for those of you messaging me- I DON'T like to be teased- I am a nice person and I would like to be treated that way please |
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"To offer someone unsolicited advice is to presume that person doesn't know what to do or that they can't do it on their own" Before you decide I need to be told I'm on the wrong site looking for someone to game with or your ideas of how I can spice up my profile- why don't you ask me if I want your advice..
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its times like this I am faced with the reality and gravity of the decisions I've made in my past that have left me alone as I am. When I let people get close to me they find out how ugly I am inside and they leave, if I don't let them get close to me they leave...as much as I don't want to need anyone there are times like this when I can't sleep I can't turn off my brain and all I can do is think about everything I have screwed up in my life to get where I am and how being alone is exactly what I deserve..I am Misery |
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Kind of a bad day, didn't want to travel around in my normal group of none....... just big deep sad sigh |
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I realize I am not looking to go have sex with people and I'm pretty sure a lot of people are here just for that. Whatever happened to hanging out with someone and getting to know them- THEN getting into a relationship and having sex etc? Now a days its like everyone screws each other and then if that was good maybe they will call for another sexcapade and possibly think about being in a relationship? I'm sorry I'm not a slut and I guess that means I will be single forever. |
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Why is it every time I am in a dungeon and a treasure goblin shows up the second I attack it my game has to start minimizing, or playing like I am in windowed mode and minimizes like I clicked the second screen....then I lose him cause I can't chase him and panic...little drops of gold...then gone...BOO TO YOU WINDOWED MODE I WANT MY GOLD!!! |
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So today is pick on Jun day- nothing but messages about how I shouldn't be looking for people to game with on a BDSM site.
so all you people out there that don't want to be judged because of the kinky stuff you are into are judging me because I choose to look for someone to create a connection with on common ground......
why am I not worthy of someone just being nice to me for a change? |
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I feel like I have the plague. You are all sweet and nice and all that saying that you want to game with me even some of you give me character names etc for the games I play so we can game...but no one shows up. I have gotten to play 2 league matches with someone that never showed up again...played hearthstone twice----if I am doing something wrong please tell me. I sincerely just want some people to hang out with. I miss being in a guild and doing runs, having fun with people talking on team speak or what ever- killing stuff- chasing people down with a pack....ugh...feeling unworthy...... |
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So it would seem that what i need may not actually exist. i appreciate every message i recieve, but please take the time to look at my interests and the things i'm into. If they don't align with you then chances are we aren't going to have an easy time getting to know each other on common ground. i spend a lot of time on the computer, most of my communication with anyone will happen via computer. If that is a problem thank you for your time but this won't work. i don't need someone to tell me when to go to the bathroom, i don't need someone that needs me to write a journal about my day so they are spared the conversation that involves asking me about it. i want someone i can connect with on ALL levels that wants to grow with me and help me grow as well as let me help them grow. If your not into computer games, or video games- this most likely won't work. Its also going to take infinite patience and understanding as well. Thank you for taking a moment to read this. |
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