zippergirl

To finally admit and submit to my desires is like sinking into water. i
am told i can breath underwater and the water feels natural and
supportive but it is such a foreign concept. i sometimes surface
gasping for breath only to return to the depths, deeper then i went
before.
My
desire is to find someone who might be willing to explore my need to be
tied up and beat, my need to submit. I am interested in shibari, the
beauty and meditative state in induces thrills me.
I had my first experience recently, with a very skilled man.
It
would please me if sex was not part of it, initially, nor as an
expectation. I find the whole experience to be very arousing but i
prefer to have sex with someone i am in "love" with, for lack of a
better term.