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I just lost my way I think. I don't know how to handle pressure or stress. I fold under pressure and get taken advantage of super easily. Please help guide me, I don't know what to do or how to handle things that my friends make look so easily. I miss the control and discipline that I used to get that helped keep me from getting in trouble. I'm just looking for a clear and simple purpose in life. My interests are listed but just to specify: Sometimes I love anal. It isn't my favorite thing to do and I'll definitely try to get around doing it..I'm a beginner, it still hurts, but the feeling is incredible. I'M NOT INTO ANIMALS AT ALL I'll probably add more as I get more experience.