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| I love being tied up; long-term bondage is a particular fave (three hours is my current record). I have had a dom tie and gag me securely, then command me to suck his cock. After struggling fruitlessly for several minutes I was punished for not performing adequately. This went on for some time and it is a scene I come back to often.
I have been the "property" of four doms; three were abusive bullies (I now know) and the fourth was a kind, gentle man who had a cruel, sadistic side I could not get enough of. Sadly, life has left me without him and I am very carefully looking for another who is similar.
Photos of me will not be forthcoming. I have had two separate people here use some sort of "reverse lookup" website on them and found out who I actually was and where I lived. While neither have actually followed through, I am still worried that they will.
Still, I know that guys are visually orientated, so here goes; I am 5'5" tall and *very* curvy. Yes, I am fat, but I still have a shape to me, very little "cottage cheese". I wear a "D" cup, size 8 shoes (when I bother with them), and long brown hair down to the small of my back (which I expect to be used against me). I have a long neck and very little "double chin".
It is okay to ask me about visual specifics, but I will *not* send a photo, clothed or otherwise. You will have to deal with seeing me the first time when I agree to meet.
Just know that I am not a fitness model with long legs, a flat tummy, pert boobs, and skinny arms, and never will be. I am a real person with flaws and insecurities. I want to be the best *me* I can be, but refuse to live up to the impossible standards of some random dom.
Things I do not want; doms who want me to immediately move a long ways away, doms who want to run my life, or extremely fit "six-pack" guys; sorry, if you spend more time at the gym than you do with me, or more time looking at yourself in the mirror than looking at me, then I will quickly grow jealous.
I am aurally focused; a sexy, deep confident voice will cause me to melt within minutes. Strong, delicate hands topped by powerful-gentle forearms are the sort of thing I masturbate to. I love short, casual hair and thick, well-tended beards. A little chest hair is nice, but hairy backs are ick. I don't care what your cock looks like, so long as you know how to use it (because way too many guys don't have a clue).
With my last dom I squirted regularly; but he was the real thing, not a BS poser. He was gentle, and kind, and unrelenting. I would have cut off my arm if he'd asked; I wouldn't give the time of day to most of the jackasses who've messaged me here.
Finally, here's a free clue; asking me what I "seek" is a sure way to get your message deleted.
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