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| Please note that I do not call myself "wants horns" or "needs to wear horns". I gave careful consideration to my moniker (beyond the fact that many of the best are already taken). I am by nature a very jealous and even possessive man. The idea of "wearing horns" or being cuckolded is terrifying. It is, for me, complete emasculation. The cuckolded man is the most pitiable creature in the universe. I chose the moniker to illustrate my absolute desire to surrender absolutely everything to the goddess I will serve. It is not that I expect or even hope she will cuckold me, simply that I recognize that she will have the right not only to be with another man or men, but that she has the right to expect my participation in the act if she so chooses. Likewise, she has the right to leave me out of the act entirely, even to the point of not having to tell me whether she does or not. I have no right even to ask.
So this is the level of surrender I seek, to be her absolute adoring slave in all things. I crave her control over everything in my life. I want to live in the world she creates under the rules she devises. I want to please her in whatever way she so deems appropriate. My world; the remainder of my life will be defined by the way in which I please her.
What do I ask in return? A few things. First, that she loves me, and that she shows her love for me by accepting my subservience to her and she shows her appreciation by demanding ever more. Second, that she is ever eager to remind me that I serve her and she is equally eager to reinforce the rules I live by with punishments and discipline, which I have no right to refuse. She must be a little sadistic, but in a caring way. She must love creating rules that I must obey without exception; she must be controlling. She must be willing, even eager, once we have built sufficient mutual trust, to take over my money, property, every asset (not a mass of wealth but more than many have acquired) and put it in her name, leaving me with nothing to my name save my devotion to her. She must enjoy my dependence in all things upon her. She must believe as I do that her decisions will always be final in our relationship. She should enjoy being waited on hand and foot. She will hopefully love massages and bathing and hair brushing and being doted upon. I hope she loves being worshipped by my tongue, for I love the scent of a woman.
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