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| Recently discovering I am a submissive woman, I have hopped in and out of the lifestyle. I always find my way back. I am still trying to learn exactly how deep this is within me, how and why I am, and how to embrace it. I am only here to meet friends and to "observe", so to say, from afar. I am no interested in any romance...just self discovery.
I am a young, independent, and strong woman. Nothing about my life is submissive, except how I connect to someone romantically. I am attracted to intelligence, confidence, masculinity, and strength. I do not want to be with someone who has so much influence over me who doesn't know themselves. I am attracted to the "artist", the "teacher", and a "rock". I very rarely show my insecurities, my worries, my weaknesses- even to good friends. When I do start to search for a Dom, I want someone that I can show these things to. I want Him to be able to admire my strength and independence, but be able to provide it when I am falling. I am not interested in a Dominant who believes that submission is "a need", "inferior", or a "inherent trait of women". My submissiveness is very rare and valuable to me. I can live the rest of my life without revealing it to anyone...but I want a partner that knows how to take care of something so fragile and understand the amount of power He now has- without abusing it.
I am not a masochist, I am not into humiliation. I am eager to please, I love formalities and etiquette, but- as pointed out- have a playful side or "bratty" side.
Please, understand that I am not looking for anyone. I am looking for friends, for someone who have discussions with. Even after staring at this white computer screen for too long I am not happy with my profile. I struggle to find the words to express what is so naturally apart of me. Hopefully this "self-discovery" will help me express these thoughts and desires while helping me discover my authentic self.
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