A bit of prose I wrote some time ago:

Please accept my pathetic request to submit to You. i am an inexperienced slave seeking to repent for the sins i have committed. i feel i should have little say in who can use me, most of You are more than i deserve.

i better explain to You what brought me to You for you here. i would probably stumble over my words when You would look at me in real life. i love watching porn where women get abused. Women gagging on thick cocks, getting fucked in the ass, women tied up, spanked, pissed on and have their nipples twisted and pulled. i love to see these women in their sexy lingerie being all out slutty, struggle and being overwhelmed by their agony, pleasure and submissiveness. As i am watching i realize the true pervert i am. i desperately want to be one of these women. It's not me fantasizing about abusing them, it‚s me who deeply wants be abused!

I realize that by looking at these videos, i feed an industry that abuses women. i am disgusted. i beg you to correct my ways. Make me see that it is my role to serve to men and women. That i should not be watching porn but submit myself to repent. If you would make me serve men, i would fully understand. The women in these videos have to do it with men too.

I realize that in as short as a few hours from now You can have altered my life for ever. i walk the streets back home. i can still taste and smell the sperm and piss you made me drink. The sensual feeling of the stockings linger. My nipples and ass are still buzzing. My ass still slippery, vulnerable and opened. Overwhelmed and blushed by my crush for you, my total submission i walk further. Avoiding any look as any look could make me drop to my knees again, make me beg, make me submit to anyone. You have changed me.