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UPDATE 10/31/2008
When I first joined, I put in a little paragraph of words, just to write something. Although what I wrote is the truth, I want to polish it up, delete some things and ad things.
-I'm new to this lifestyle, however I know EXACTLY what I am seeking. Question is, is what I'm seeking on the site? Just because I am new, does not mean I do not have millions of ideas and thoughts on how to have one become my slave.
-I'm of average weight, a bit chubby however I am working on losing weight for the betterment of myself.
-I AM COMPLETELY SERIOUS and only want SERIOUS replies to what I am seeking.
-One lined messages WILL be IGNORED.
As far as bdsm is considered I'm in to: Body worship, foot worship, CBT, pain and suffering, name calling, slapping, assplay, spanking, bondage and many more things..(see full profile)
"Vanilla," interests include: traveling, learning about different cultures, listening to all kinds of music, writing, reading, history, alternative medicine, I want to learn yoga someday and many more interests.
-I'm very unique. I'm easy to figure out if you take the time to get to know me. I'm very open minded and I accept myself for who I am and expect the same from my slave.
I'm seeking someone between the ages of 22 and 36/37 years of age. Someone that is understanding, has a good sense of humor, likes all the things I have listed in terms of bdsm, someone I can treat romantically one moment and then having them be spanked as I call them a whore whenever I wish..
Someone that takes orders, does them how I want them to be done and with out complaining.
Someone I can show to the outside world as my boyfriend or husband etc. but in the whole relationship that said person knows that I hold all the cards.
I want my future slave/husband (yes, you read correctly..HUSBAND) to be able, willing and free to submit an opinion, thought, idea or suggestion to whatever situation, but know I hold the deciding vote. I do like to please to a degree my slave, but expect I am the one getting pleased in whatever way is fit for the situation.
If this sounds like you, feel free to send me a message! I will respond to serious people only, as I am serious about finding what I am looking for. I am NO fool, and I will get to know you very extremely well before I take any step forward. It will start with emails, then chatting online, phone calls, then meeting and then we will take it from there.
I do NOT have time for drama, silly games, people faking an interest and then backing out with no reason or explanation given, that lack timely email replies (I mean come on, if I see you were online seven hours ago, and I sent you an email 4 or 5 days ago what possible reason do you have as to why you have not responded to it?)
Point is: Do not waste my time, for I can not get it back..

If you've read this far, congradulations!!!!!!!! :))

If any of you have questions, please feel free to ask and do not assume anything..
Remember: Assume makes an ass out of you and me.. so just don't. I do not..

"Don't judge a book by it's cover, get to read the story and see if you like it or not."

Have a good day, and good luck finding what you are seeking. I do hope that for some man on the web site it is someone like me.

Sincerely,
tfQueen

12/3/2008 7:15:28 PM
Hello all,
I'll be taking a short break from the CM web site.  The Holidays combined with my job have been really crazy over the past few weeks.
I will however, be checking my emails but if I don't respond right away it's only because I've been extremely busy.
Please keep that in mind..
I am still searching for what I am seeking, so always feel free to leave me an email.  Weekends will be the time I'll reply to everyone..

Take care, I WILL BE STILL LOOKING!!

tfQueen
11/18/2008 4:22:16 PM
Any volunteers??
I need people to get me motivated after New Years.. XD
I know everyone says it, but on January 2nd I'm going to start a diet.. (well first, with the help of my naturalist I'm going to get on a "detox," program to detox my body of everything...) and then go on a diet and exercise program in order to lose weight, ge more healthy and in shape, and just generally change my lifestyle when it comes to my body.
We only get one in this life time, so must take care of it!
Anyone up for motivating me? lol..
I have a little over a month to mentally prepair..
So yeah, that's my little rant for the day.. XD
Oh yeah, and Law and Order SVU (Special Victim's Unit) tonight's episode looks reaaaaaaaly fucking good!! I can't wait to watch it!
11/9/2008 1:43:37 AM
Hey all!
I should have a pic of me up soon on the cm site, so keep an eye out for it! 
Or, I'm still debating if I should just let people ask for photos of me..  Since, pics to me aren't that important.. I go by personality first off..
What do you all think? Curious to know..
11/7/2008 6:40:47 PM
My quote for the day, something I also believe in:
"Success is to be measured not so much by the position that one has reached in life as by the obstacles which he has overcome."
~ Booker T. Washington
 
11/3/2008 9:47:39 PM
Happy election day!!!!
Go out and vote!!!
If you don't vote, then you have no reason to bitch about who leads our country..
Voting is a right, so vote wisely!
Good luck!
Have fun!
If we complain about our leaders, yet do nothing when the time comes around for new leadership, then we have no reason for complaint.
Go vote, cause we actually get to!
11/2/2008 4:37:47 PM

Hello User Z,
This is tfQueen.  I really do not know why I'm writing this email for it is most likely you won't reply.  But, I'm writing it because maybe you'll be a man and actually respond with an answer.

First of all, I hope you're doing well.  Secondly, if you are not I would think you would drop me a line telling me so.  When we spoke on Saturday everything seemed fine.

So, I would like to know (for future reference) as well as because I said so why you are suddenly giving me the cold shoulder?  Is it the distance?  Something I spoke about on Saturday?  Have you found another dome in your area?  Was it the pictures that I sent?

I feel that I have a right to know this.  How do you go from, "Everything's great, I want to give up everything for you... blah blah blah…" to ignoring phone calls, not replying to emails and the like?  I would really care to know this, for I believe you owe me an explanation.

I AM NOT trying to sound crazy or anything like that.  I am just the type of person I don't like leaving things unresolved.  I just simply wish to know how you can go from one extreme to another.

That is, if you would be man enough to share that reason.  You are being a pussy (and, not in a good way I might ad) about this.  Taking the easy way out of things which surprises me given the situation with your wife.

I want you to know, that I am serious in what I'm seeking.  I did mean everything I said.  What kind of sucks is apparently you did not.

So, will you grow a pair of balls and actually tell me what's up?  Or, will you just hit the delete key.

I would like an honest response, however I doubt I will get one from you.

 

Your loss truly, it would've been awesome to have you.  I had thought things were going great, I even gave you a deadline of meeting after Halloween.  All I ask is a reason why you can flip so quickly from one extreme to another and that is all.  What you want to do after that is your business and rather I'm included in that is up to you.

However, as I have written above you owe me an explanation.

 

Sincerely,

tfQueen aka an actual honest, up front down-to-earth person on the CM site.

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That is a letter that I wrote someone I used to know here on collarme.  I call him User Z cause user X is just to.. normal.
Said user did write back, saying he was busy with work and things like that.. (very much understandable..) yet he still ignored me.. etc.
I put this in my journal because I simply do not have time for people's bull shit.
I do not feel one has to name the user that treated me this way, because that's not the point.  Just do not do what he did..
Fucking little pussies.. (and, not in a good way!)

11/1/2008 11:46:15 PM

What's the time?
Well it's gotta be close to midnight
My body's talking to me.  It say,'Time for danger'

It says 'I wanna commit a crime
Wanna be the cause of a fight
Wanna put on a tight skirt and flirt with a stranger'

I've had a knack from way back at breaking the rules once I learn the game.
Get-up life's too quick
I know someplace sick where this chick'll dance it the flames
We don't need any money I always get in for free
You can get in too If you get in with me

Let's go out tonight
I have to go out tonight
You wanna play?
Let's run away
We wont be back before it's New Years Day
Take me out tonight (meow)

When I get a wink from the doorman
Do you know how lucky you'll be?
That your on line with the feline of Avenue B

Let's go out tonight
I have to go out tonight
You wanna prowl be my night owl?
Well take my hand we're gonna howl
Out tonight

In the evening I've got to roam
Can't sleep in the city of neon and chrome
Feels to damn much like home when the spanish babies cry

So let's find a bar
So dark we forget who we are
And all the scars from the nevers and maybes die

Let's go out tonight
Have to go out tonight
You're sweet
Wanna hit the street?
Wanna wail at the moon like a cat in heat?
Just take me out tonight
Please take me out tonight
Don't forsake me - out tonight
I'll let you make me - out tonight
Tonight - tonight - tonight

Out tonight from the musical Rent.
RIP John Larsin!

10/30/2008 11:00:19 PM
Hi all!
I think it's time I put in some random facts about me in this journal.  Just for the simple reason I can and it's my journal. lol seriously. XD
Just stuff:
-I'll be updating my written profile ASAP, with what, "exactly," I'm seeking on the CM web site.  Sure, what I'm basically seeking is written but our needs, wants and desires I feel evolve until we settle on what we want as people.
-I have a pet cat. Lol she's my first pet, which is cool for me..
- love writing fanfiction  Fanfiction is when you take characters from a book, movie or tv show and write a story based on those characters.
-Halloween is my favorite day of the year.
-I'm a unique person, in every sense of the word.
-I'm cynicle at times..
-Favorite colors: blue and black
-Did I mention Halloween is my favorite day of the year?

Quotes that I like:
"Don't judge a book by it's cover, get to read the story and see if you like it or not."
"Anything on the ground is a cat toy.  Anything not there yet, will be."
"Life isn't about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain!"
Oh yeah, did I mention Halloween is my favorite day of the year? lol.. XDXD!
Have an awesome day!