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 I am looking for a loving goddess to worship and give me purpose.

I am too dominant to be submissive too long and too submissive to always be dominant.  I'm an alpha male in my day to day and work life.  I need some things which I do not enjoy to be at my most emotionally healthy.  For example, without an emotionally breaking spanking every few months, I tend to close up.  I do not have to go into sub-mode to receive this.

I am not playing.  I'm very serious and sincere and open to my partner's needs and once an appropriate sizing up period has passed to put myself open and out there emotionally.  As a dominant, I will find and push buttons.  I am good at reading people but I am not a mind reader and prefer open and clear communication about limits.

At this point, I want to know more people who know who I really am so I can relax without masks.  I tend to like women who are a little older than me and who are no more than 60 pounds overweight. 

I love giving oral sex and other kinds of pampering and am fairly kinky tho in a tantric/spiritual way more than a "hot sex" way.

I'm realistic and expect that months might pass before I might get a contact here.   Happiness is worth the effort.  A true goddess who could be a loving top who adored worship as well as an adoring sub that loved to serve and delve into subspace is worth the effort.