It seems like forever since

I put my toes in the sand,

watched the tide, and 

pondered how small

we really are.

Love is a joy like no other.

Right now would be the perfect time to detach from

society, flee the commercialism that Christmas

has become, reflect on the true meaning

with those I love. This is my Christmas wish.

In the words of John Lennon, " So this is Christmas...What have

you done?"

Some days just make no sense to me.

After the storm, the day is always brighter.

If I trust you, then I can love you with all my heart. I never

question you because there is no reason to do so. Once

that trust is broken.

I'll give you a chance to repair it.

After that love really hurts

deep down to your soul

It ceases to amaze me how people hurt others without remorse.

Wish I wasn't feeling

like this.

Never forget the importance of trust.

So happy it's Monday!! Which means Master will be here...!!! I guess I was wrong.

I will remember you. Will you remember me? Don't let your life

pass you by, weep not for the memories. I'm so tired

I can't sleep, standing on the edge of something much

too deep.

Sarah McLachian

I'm a lucky girl..Master was here Friday, Sunday, and Tuesday.

Only a sub/slave would marvel at the bruises left..touching them

and slipping into that space, connecting and remembering.

After all this time I don't think I have been marked like this..

Ahhh, so stated. 

 I don't like crawling

in bed alone,

one of my least favorite

things. I think I would

rather eat brussel

sprouts. My Mom

use to cook them,

they smelled so bad

I would gag at the smell.

It's amazing to find someone who loves you and who you can love back...

It doesn't hurt that they can use all your holes and still you want more..

I heard a song while driving, going somewhere I don't

remember.

What hurt the most was being so close

and watching you walk away.

It made me cry but I was safe

in my car and behind dark

glasses, no one could tell.

So, I remain safe in my own

domain, not ready or willing

to let anyone be so close

that they can hurt me.

Never give up on what you want.

I know I find myself saying that

a lot. I'm faced with the possibility

that I have used up my chances,

maybe we only get so many love

cards and when they are gone, they're

gone and all that is left are memories.

If we happen to meet a old flame

years later, the card is used and the

feelings aren't the same. I'm searching

for a way to buy a few more cards.

It's important to me to support

any sub/slave on this sight that

has questions about anything

to do with a prospective dom.

It might be a question related to

Bdsm. I had wonderful support

in the beginning and I feel the

need to give some of that back.

I may be on a break but that

doesn't mean that I'm on a

break from anyone needing

advice. There are many married

doms here if you need that information

I will share it as well.

I'm on break from all of this right now.

I did try and deactivate my account but

somewhere along the way something went wrong.

I guess it's just as well, I'll probably use this

profile in the future or maybe not, you never

know how things can change everything.

Why is it that there are so many people on here

that are fake? I would think it would be apparent

to them that they will be discovered either by their

demeanor on the phone, or in person.

It's a search that requires you to stay true to your heart.

It's sad that you can't always trust people but I refuse to

become jaded. It's sad when you have to lie about being

married, if any one of the ladies would like to know the names

of some men here that I know are married or attached...

Send me a email...

subrisa