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I am a relative novice sub who lives alone and is lonely arrived in QLD fairly recently after working professionally as Marketing Strategist in many countries. Became ill after returning and now rarely if at all able to get erection. So have become a closet CD and had a couple of guys but want to be trained to be a companion sub to an older Dom I am 56 but fit and have stamina. But need to be trained to please and belong to a Master who will use me, within agreed limits.
I dress fem while at home alone but straight when I am out. I can be either straight or submissive fem and am working all the time to become more and more fem. I really don't want to be for somebody to use once in a while but to have a Master who will teach me to be vey good at giving him pleasure and be his property to use how He wants and who can be either His Fem Sex Toy or a straight male friend when he wants. To be His companion or his slut what ever he wants. So I guess I am looking for an older guy and I would like it if he is carrying a bit extra weight as a larger guy seems more domineering to me. I am 71kg. I realise that it is extremely unlikely I will find the sort of guy I am hoping for who I would like to be able to have intelligent conversations and expect me to be quality and used to proper standards probably senior or middle management and maybe retired and would appreciate the company of a person that with a word could have a totally submissive sex toy who always just wants to please him. Or if he is with straight friends I can be a credible straight companion. But I guess this is just my little fantasy as I am tired of being alone and nobody to please or take any sort of real interest in me. I would like to be able to wear and look as classy as possible for him or if he occasionally wants me to role play to dress as a slut but also be able to dress as sensually and sexually convincing as possible in classy sophisticated way. But I would feel as though I was the possession of my Master. Dumb huh. Well I guess we all have our impossible dreams
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