Have found out that my master will be released from prison sometime next year i can't wait any ideas on ways to get ready for his homecoming ??? fyi when i met him he barely had started my training and we had no relationship and he sends me such beautiful letters about being complelty his so any thoughts??

this is my first entry a chance to get things ou of my head...

  I was raped at the age of 6 and growing up i always felt something was out of balance ..

ialways felt like i was to headstrong for my own good  every day i am in control of my life every schedule every direction i call the shots and it doent seem ..balanced recently i ran into my very first master who was responsible for my training and showed me many things i didnt know abt myself i felt complelty alive as i fufilled his every wish and command.. and i knew what i was

he has since gone leaving me to continue this journey on my own and lately its been growing moreandmore insistant to come out i cant remain dormant anyy longer im ready to embrace all that i can..