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| Seeking experienced Master with merit. I have had some experience in the lifestyle in the past. I was a collared, branded, pierced slave to my Master. We had what some only dream about. Well the dream ended, he became ill and had to release me from his ownership. I tried to go back to the vanilla life, the normal way and after some years, it is starting to dawn on me that this is not working. There is a huge part of me that is bottled, or i suppose you could say closeted up. MY friends and colleges would have no idea that i have these dark desires and strange cravings. I am not getting any younger so i have decided to give this one last shot. I want a Mature, experienced,intelligent confident Master who knows in his heart and soul, and not just his cock, that this is a lifestyle, not just a sex game and you can control orgasms strictly with your brains of course the other way is fun to..........i come hear tonight because i miss having those feelings of losing utter control, to surrender your body,your mind, your spirit, your whole being into the trust of that other person, the one who you know will hurt you but will never harm you, ,,,,,Oh my really really missing him tonight...........could it be that was again, should i try, how can i not try, it would be like denying myself the sweet air to breathe
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