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springbird43

I am slowly learning this lifestyle. Due to my current home situation, slowly is the only way I have to learn. For me life began when I turned 43 and got out of a disappointing relationship. I now understand myself better and I am interested (someday) in being in a long term D/s relationship. I have been blessed with knowing 2 wonderful Masters and a Dom with switch tendencies, who have given me some much needed guidance to keep me safe while I learn. I have received some training along the way from them. My natural tendency is to be submissive while I can be a switch, I'm not as comfortable with it. Right now all I can do is talk. I am single but with 2 kids at home, both with behavioral issues and both are teens, so I am extremely cautious. I've hidden my feelings and needs for most of my adult life, hiding them a bit longer does not bother me. My kids are priorities in life right now. I may be submissive in the bedroom with the right Dom/Master, but in my public life I am in control, do not think you will push me into anything. I expect respect and courtesy. I call one friend Master not because he demands it of me, but because he deserves it. If you wish the same respect from me then show me.