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Sex is the ultimate combining of compatable souls.Someone has to make decisions and be the boss. I'm not really one of those Buddha damn daughter of a cord gager female dogs but that someone is me because your sure not going to tell me what to do.
Bored is not in my vocabulary. My life has always been a bit interesting and that was before I came to a rather startling realization:
I found that I was "surviving until I die". I mean, like, whats the point? Really people!
So now things get more and more interesting as I endeavor to
Live Life.
What's around the next corner? I don't know (yet). Lets find out.
Who's up to dancing with me through this wild ride called Life?
So a bit more about me. Transgender is accurate in it's context as an umbrella term. Most accurate would be two-spirited. Wikipedia has a reasonably good article on what this means. I am full time female for over two and a half years now. Me ever return to that overtly male persona? not a chance!
I expect to be perpetually pre-op for a couple reasons. First, two-spirit does NOT mean transsexual. It would be just as wrong for me to be completely female as to be completely male. Then there's the whole thing of that since I'm only interested in women, NOT men at all, why should I go have surgery done just to have to go out and buy a strap-on? Then there is also a good chance that I am involuntarily post-op. During the era that I was born, surgery was routinely done on inter-sexed infants to "assign" a gender. So why should I have corrective surgery done to correct corrective surgery for something that was not wrong with me in the first place. Does that make the point on the top of your pointy little head?
Now a boob job, on the other hand, would be a good thing (or in both hands lol ;-). update: no fake boobs for me. my real boobs are growing in nicely.
As far as the philosophy, intellectual bla bla, math, computer whatever, and yada yada. I started transitioning to Linux about the same time as transitioning to female. My last copy of Win(bull)doze(rrr) now resides in a tar ball for archival purposes. And discussions on topics such as theological thermodynamics can be a blast. Y'all don't have to be full on into such stuff. Just so you don't run the other way screaming when I bring up the topic (unless that's part of the fun ;-) I understand a monologue on some of the drier topics works better then a sleeping pill. Well, you needed a little rest before hitting the clubs for a bit of dancing (which is an aerobic form of self expression for me) or some hiking or bicycling or shopping or.., or.., or...........
ttyl
Like, totally, like, gag me with a, like, total, like, spoon, like. You read this far (or just skipped to the end). My journal entry of 03/20/2011 describes who I am looking for. If you are her then speak now or forever bite your tongue (literally).
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Ok, masters/mistresses or whatever in between. Parties going to have to take a short pause to get these fucking slaves back under control. Their running around like a bunch of unsupervised two year olds tweeking on everything they can get their hands on till they break it. Im getting realy sick of having to babysit your slaves while you run around partying. I have already establshed a personal tradition that every slave who tries to make me their servant gets bitch slapped. But my hand is getting sore.
And I am being polite about this.
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Christ IS NOT a dick!!
So quit trying to shove him down peoples throuts.
Are you hearing the Holy Spirit yet little Christ Whore? |
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I was going to upload a vid I took of one of my new friends I met along the highway but AFAIK CM only allows direct webcam recording (no uploads).
Anywho, I stopped my bicycle along the highway to refill my water bottle from a bigger bottle and guess who I caught peeking up my skirt? A torantula (incorrect spelling, I'm sure). He was slowly sauntering his way up the shoulder of the highway and walked right between my legs. Yes! This Big Hairy Spider with a red spot on it's butt walked right between my legs before I noticed him.
NO FEAR!
He charted a path between two obsticals. He intended me no harm. He was just making his way to wherever he was going. I did grab my cel and got a couple quick vids and stills to establish time and location (I'm still not sure exactly where I was) before we both continued on our own personal journeys.
The moral of the story is:
Often it is best to let a traveler continue on their way with a minimum of disruption to their progress OR THEY MIGHT JUST TURN AROUND AND BIT YOU ;)
It's easy to have no fear when surrounded by a steel 4X4 with a V8 power plant. But I wonder how many big strong men (and women who think their men) would have screamed like sissies and crapped their drawers instead of grabbing the cam. ROFLMFAOLOLOL.
anywho again, I will see about posting the vids in a strangely appropriate place. Anyone who nows me will know where to find them.
Error: The experienced abuser will know what to do.
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And while your busy neutering men, girls, think about this. Imagine if you were not allowed to have a home, your car, a life or much of anything else unless you were to let men stick their dick in you anytime they want. Picture that your were to loose everything you own in three years time because you refused to sleep with the correct men. Thats right. Many of you know what this feels like. What it feels like to be treated like a dumb blond. Right! RIGHT!!! So why is it that so many father fucking whores try to play me like they do men? Why do so many seem to think I should be impressed with their boobs? Guess what? If I want to see boobs all I have to do is look in the mirror. I can play with mine anytime I want. So knock off all the cow shit. If you want or need something, just ask. Like I explained to someone recently "Easy cum, easy go away. Goodbye." That is my rant for the day. And to all you girls out there that have treated me like a real human being, thank you. I couldn't have done it without you. |
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My thought for the day. For all the bullshit we have to deal with, it's actualy only a small percentage of the total amount of shit deposited on the earth each day. (Especially since most bulls become steers very early in life!)
Girls, make sure all the men in your life are properly neutered. It's the only humane thing to do. They will live longer and happier lives and help stop the spread of bullshit. |
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My impressions of the rio not so grand. Its kinda like men. They claim its big and long and spectacular but when you look at it its not nearly as impressive as they make it out to be. lol. seriously, the river is dry. none of the pics of me frowning at a dry river bed look good so maybe something another time. |
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Quick update made to profile. Been in NM for a while now. A bit pissed at a couple idiots. My battle cry:
GIVE ME LIFE OR GIVE ME DEATH!
The bitch is coming through, get out of my path. (definition of bitch: A female dog who, though normaly peacefull, will fight her way out when backed into a corner.)
Anyhow, taking a short camping trip. Can't see the desert for all the sand until a person finds some high ground to get their bearings and locate landmarks. May post some pics or vids or what not sometime. |
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Well, I've taken the time and put a lot of thought and research into this and this is who I'm looking for.
A submissive cysgender female who is as cute and full of energy and life as me. She must also be very interested in using her strap-on on me. I do not need to be forced to be feminized. I just need someone to help me become me. I am very strong willed but the bedroom is a part of my life that I like someone else to take the lead for once. Dating to. The relationships that have worked well for me have been when I was chased until I finally give in by a submissive woman. Someone devious enough to con me into falling in love with them, all the while submitting to me.
I'm kinda looking for a summer fling with long term potential. I never really got to live my teens or twenties as any gender. I always had to work and make things happen and get "important" things done. So it's time to have a little fun and maybe even get into a bit of trouble (just not too much). Plan on 6 months or a year or so of just having fun and part with no hard feelings. But if it lasts a lot longer then that then all the better.
You must have your life together, know where your going, see us going in the same direction, and not need my financial support (I do not need yours). My ever more closely nearing goal is NM. Going my way? Then let love live for summer.
If you resemble the person I am looking for, then speak now of forever bite your tongue (literally).
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While I was at it I added a couple of pics of me fixing an electronic gizmo. What do you notice first, second, third, etc.....? A gurl's gotta be comfortable to make a good solder joint doesn't she? At least the smoke isn't coming out of my (ears this time). |
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The sun came out for a few days a while back so I took a couple long bike rides and worked on my tan a bit. Guess a person could look worse in February. Posting a couple pics soon.
Noticed a couple interesting changes to my body lately. All I have been taking is Spironolactone (no hormones at all). Well, I'm starting to grow boobs. Two very tender lumps under my nips. Kinda exciting and a little scary but my biggest question is "When do they quit hurting and start getting big?"
Guess this further supports the inter-sexed and assigned the wrong gender theory. Remove testosterone and my boobs start growing. Must be some reason for this.
Any how, The sunny day pics will go up shortly. How cute Am I? |
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