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| i'm eli
i'm a slut puppy, a violence fetishist, heavy masochist, submissive dream boy w/ TPE-type leanings, sometimes babyboy, horror fan and lover of certain gore aesthetics.
i am eager to please and i want to be good and i want to be hurt and that's a good place to start when it comes to getting to know me. i wanna be tough boy and get punched in the face, that sort of thing.
i am a 23 year old, white, fat, transgender boy.
i use he or they pronouns. in the right situations i also like 'it' pronouns (in daily life and as a submissive).
i'm kind of a run of the mill sorta punk/emo/'alt' stoner burnout weirdo in a lot of ways.
i am only looking to play with ppl who are my age (23) or older, but i prefer older play partners.
i am in an open, committed, non-monogamous relationship with my partner of 5+ years who is aware of and okay with me pursuing these sorts of connections with other people.
while i am open to online or in-person play partners of any gender / orientation that are dominant w/ sadistic leanings, i think it would be really cool or a nice thing to find a Daddy Dom type or older sadistic male Dom in general.
my interests include: impact play of all sorts, affectionate cruelty, emotional and physical sadism, blood, humiliation / degradation/ objectification/ dehumanization, deathplay, fear play, pet play - especially human puppy play, collars / leashes, rules, discipline, obedience training, punishments, spanking!!!!!, face slapping, beatings, intentional and deliberate power exchange, religious play, some bondage, total mindfucks, "stockholm syndrome", "forced" play / consensual nonconsent type stuff, struggling, interrogation, 4/20 / smoking / consensual drugging, human ashtray / cigarette torture, impact play, choking / asphyxia, blade play / cutting, older partners, Daddy and Mommy type figures, some ageplay, sadistic and creative dominants, fat positivity, 24/7 dynamics, negotiation + consent + mindfulness, risk aware consensual kink, reasonable or appropriate aftercare when necessary
although you certainly don't have to be interested in all of these things or even most of them for us to get along well!
i'm not posting face pics or super personal information for now for safety/privacy (pls respect that) but i could share them w/ you if i feel comfortable after we talk for a bit
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regarding my gender:
i am a gender nonconforming person, meaning i identify / present gender in a way that doesn't easily fit into 'man' or 'woman'. collarspace doesn't really give you too many options w/ expressing my gender in my profile, so i'm gonna say a couple things about it here.
i am a trans boy. that's how i identify: as a boy.
i'm not a 'boy who wants to be a girl' or a 'girl who wants to be a boy'. i just am what i am: a trans boy.
i was assigned female at birth, and am pre-medical transition. this means that i am currently estrogen-dominant, have breasts, and a vagina. however, my appearance doesn't dictate who i am (tho it does effect how i am perceived and factor in folks' attraction to me)
i dont think this has to effect my performance as a submissive outside the fact that i can only really play w/ ppl who are interested in me + my trans body |
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