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I am slave. I am a slave.I am a slave in my heart and soul.
I am a good slave for the following reasons.
1 love to serve my Mistress and or/Goddess, as she is indeed my Goddess.
I am an Alpha slave., I choose to be a total slave to my Mistress and whomever else she indicates I need to submit. No one else,others I respect and submit as ordered by my Mistress.
To the outside world, I appear as I always have in the vanilla world, outgoing,assertive, a top level administrator problem solver.
I know how to be vanilla, and you can check my profile for interests, which are wide and varied.
I am a problem solver for my Mistress in all regards
I am her protector against all else.
I am her guard her slave halbear,her angel slave against everyone.
I can run a house.
I cook.
I am higly intelligent, but humble.I am muti-degreed, but use them now, only for the benefit of my Mistress.
I have a great sense of humor,make people laugh when allowed, and can be outrageous, and stage worthy when allowed.
I am very spiritual,but not religious.I have and can do healing work.
I am a humanitarian, and have run my own humanitarian project in Ethiopia for over 12 years.
I make sure all else is done to my Mistreses satisfaction,whether I have completed it, or someone else.
A good administrator knows how to network, and who to call to get things done all for the benefit of my Mistress.
I am an expert in giving massages.I give 4 different kinds of massages:regular, Reikki, foot, and Yoni.The Yoni massage can be seen on Google.
I believe in Female Supremacy, and know that the world would be much better off with women in charge.
As a slave, I know my position is at my Mistresses feet, and when permitted my face in the crack of her bottom.
I have no limits for my Mistress, and in my soul, desire to be taken to the depths of slavery, submission and servitude.
I believe in discipline, and hope that My Mistress believes in whipping me with regularity to show to whom I belong.
I wish to be owned, with all appropriate symbols that my Mistress considers appropriate, wth the hope and prayer that she collars me.
I wish to please her, and satisy her to the highest degree and have studied Tantra, and other texts to give her the maximum amount of pleasure.
I simply await her call to speak, as she wishes, to dress as she demands, to become what she desires, naked slave, sissy slave, toilet slave,pain slave or whatever her imagination and lifestyle demands
I desire to be an extension of her thoughts carried out, because when I achieve this, I am truly ONE, and in my selflessness, am I whole and complete.
Try me, I am returnable, but I want to be kept, and owned forever.I have tasted the fruits of sucsess and power in my outside life, but my soul knows that I am slave, ready to serve.
Enslave me soon, prospective Mistress.
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I haven't seen a lot written about this subject, but maybe, I am looking in the wrong place. It is about the Slaves Kiss.My Mistress trained me well in this, expected me to become an expert in it, and I think I met her expectations. With her passing, I hope to find another Mistress to honor her majesty with the slaves kiss.
As it was, originally defined for me, the slaves kiss is the slave kissing and tonguing his Mistresses anus, inserting his tongue as deeply as possible, and keeping his tongue inside her as long as she wishes.I was expected to worship her anus, and keep it clean at all times, and was frequently how we began and ended each day, with my head, mouth, lips and tongue buried between her cheeks.
With my situation, I was expected to be ready to administer the slaves kiss every time my Mistress entered the room, and was indicated by simple word, or signal.
My Mistress having learned the positions in which I could best serve her,especially where I could get the most depth in her anus, placed me accordingly, and I would exalt in bringing mu Mistress pleasure, while reinforcing with this ritual our dual roles, and, of course emphasizing her power over over me.
It would be an honor for me to again be a "kissing fool" for another reason, as Mistress needs to be reminded of the honor she brings to the world by bringing forth her authority over men.
I await the joy of being told to give the Slaves kiss once again-slave hal
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In trying to think what makes the Mistress-slave relationship work, and work well, and in inferring from my great relationship with my mistress I came up with the following, and hope in my sharing this, it may help others.
first is the commitment to be a slave, not a man, not anything but a slave, but since I am a man, how does the Mistress train her slave to make her slave truly hers.
Second, My mistress eliminated the man part, and substituted slave in so many ways I may forget them all.
In our BDSM world, I was not permitted to think as a normal man, just my Mistresses slave, this, I never dressed as a man, I was either her naked collared slave, or her feminized slave with the most opposite attire to my masculine previous self as possible.Be my slave, and nothing else.
Now, we all interact with the vanilla world, and thus, this needed to be forgotten on the outside when in it, with whatever My Mistress had decided I wear underneath my vanilla attire.Three piece businness suit to the world, pierced, chastity weaing slave underneath.
I was inspected daily, having the ownership aspect reinforced daily. I would be told to bend over the bed, and spread them, and from there my Mistress would inspect, my genitals, my anus, probing, prodding, pulling at her property until satisfied that I clearly knew I was hers to do with as she pleased.
Frequently, she would enter me with her strap on, reminding me I was hers to be used, penetrated, and made the opposite of the male, the normal penetrator.
A question is usually asked in regard to chastity and about ejaculation. Chastity devices, especially where the penis is pierced ,removes any doubt about status, but denial of ejaculation can lead to unnecessary and unhealthy buildups. There are many ways to resolve this question;one being to go back to slave days, where the slave owners wanted docile slaves, but who were full of testosterone. They would milk their slaves, using a milking stick , administered through the slave's anus, and stimulating the prostate until ejaculation was achieved.
Would we have been in Iraq had the Presidents wife millked her husband three times before he went to work.
This method leaves a slave in chastity, but most docile, as he is not thinking about how to beat the device.
Lastly,My Mistress decided that she wanted a total slave, so she would listen, perhaps playing with my genitals to get me excited, and then asking me what my deepest thoughts were, which led to my confessing my desire to be disciplined sternly daily, to be toilet trained, and to belong to my mistress in every way possible, and thus, she had this from her slaves own mouth.
I, do hope I can find the right Mistress once again to again be turned and trained into her total slave, belonging to, and owned by her.-slave hal
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Goddess, Mistress, Ma'am,Lady, whatever title you choose is irrelevant in the larger picture in the sense that this world and universe honors you for your courage to go and attempt to put what is natural into effect;that of female supremacy.
If one studies ancient texts, one will find that we used to be Matriarchal, and the brute force of men took over, and established the patriarchal society which has been so disastrous for civilization, and leaves us with war, economic ruin, and on the brink of nuclear and ecological disaster.
One reference for this that I read is "Conversations with God 3"
So, thank you for being such a bright light to the world, and a guide to what must happen, women taking over, men being stripped, tamed, enslaved, and milked of that demon testosterone, and serving with joy their Mistresses to reestablish the natural order in the world.
So, Thank you dear Goddess, beautiful Lady of Light and Love.
With gratitude, slave hal
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The world of BDSM is vast compared to the vanilla world, and may, partly explain the difficulties in finding a good match.
for me, for this slave, still hoping to be taken to deeper and deeper levels of submission, intimacy and bonding to my Mistress seem to put all other activities in the background, because if you have that feeling of oneness, and joining, of being inextricably bound to her, then nothing else matters, and feelings far greater than even love, that of being whole and part of my Mistress emerge.
We all know the obvious in this regard, the act and vows of collaring are very powerful, the gift of ones genitals to ones Mistress for her use, perhaps to have them pierced, and encased around the piercing is very powerful, and I embrace them all, but I offer another fairly common activity from a deeper perspective: this of bonding and intimacy, that of being the constant recipient of My Mistresses golden showers, straight from that essence of her femininity, drinking her golden nectar, and then, lovingly cleaning her with mouth and tongue right through to orgasm if she so wishes, even becoming her toilet paper if she so decided to think of it as that.
To me, here is the key. By drinking my Mistresses urine all the time, it can only be in one place, inside me, all throughout me, and the streams of energy that make up me, thus I am one with My Mistress as her essence is within me, and thus, she travels with me wherever I go, the very nature of her.This is a sacred experience for me.
My Mistress has told me that there is nothing like the sensation of the clamping of her vagina over my mouth, and just letting her golden shower flow down my throat. she has described orgasmic like muscle contractions for her, along with the obvious reinforcement of our roles.
From my view as slave , this direct contact of vagina to mouth should be encouraged because of intimacy and bonding issues.
this is not to discount the advantages of a Queens Chair/slave toilet, that brings forth the idea that a slave has been reduced to the uttermost depth of submission, that of the Mistresses toilet to consume her wastes with utter love and devotion.
This slave offers this as his way to embrace the intimacy and bonding of slave to Mistress and vice versa, and hoping for the opportunity to once again serve in such a sacred capacity.Slave hal
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