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BBW kinda-newbie sub...just looking around a bit. i had a really great situation set up with a wonderful Dom/Teacher but, inevitably, we went our separate ways. i will always cherish the lessons he taught me.

i am loyal, open, loving and i know i make a fantastic sub/slave when i have the proper training and attention. i have dabbled in some aspects of BDSM but still have a lot to learn. i seek experience - both in a Dom and for myself. however, i have a hectic vanilla life and need to put together a situation where that will not be affected. easier said than done.

i seek a Dom that is serious and educated about BDSM and the gift of submission. he must be willing and able to put in the time it takes to develop a relationship built on understanding and trust. i definately gravitate more towards the "protector" mentality and seek a Dom that understands the benefits of punishment AND reward.

i am not seeking casual encounters or one-time flings. with that said, i'm also not seeking a "boyfriend". Married or attached OK (almost preferred).

6/15/2006 5:52:05 AM
I found this very enlightening and comforting in my time of confusion and just needed to share, as someone special did with me. 


Sonnet 57

Being your slave what should I do but tend,
Upon the hours, and times of your desire?
I have no precious time at all to spend;
Nor services to do, till you require.

Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour,
Whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,
Nor think the bitterness of absence sour,
When you have bid your servant once adieu;

Nor dare I question with my jealous thought
Where you may be, or your affairs suppose,
But, like a sad slave, stay and think of nought
Save, where you are, how happy you make those.

    So true a fool is love, that in your will,
    Though you do anything, he thinks no ill.