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silverbutterfly

the truth is rarely pure and never simple... so said someone brave enough to go after his dreams... brave is something i would like to be, brave enough to find out who i am and what i want in life... i have been interested in the relationship between pain and pleasure and dominance and submission for as long as I can remember. i am bi-curious... my first kiss was a girl in high-school years ago... i married my first lover soon after college, only to find he was not the man of my dreams... right now i am not looking for a serious relationship, but to explore other aspects of what i like and who i can become. my interests tend towards power play (from either perspective), voyeurism, and light bondage and pain, both giving and recieving. a person's gender or physical looks have never been an issue for me, but rather the attractiveness of who they are as a person. i tend to be quiet until i get to know a person (then it can be hard to shut me up sometimes...) my personality is a bit.... fragmented... at times... you may see other manifestations of it from time to time... labels... chuckles... who needs labels??? few see the whole "me"... but those who are my Friends... know who they are... Smiles... i am not looking for Love... i have that in abundance... smiles... but am seeking Friendship...
11/6/2005 4:40:39 AM
*When others asked the truth of me, I was convinced it was not the truth they wanted, but an illusion they could bear to live with.*
November, 1933 from The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Volume One 1931-1934