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| I know it may be a little crazy to look here for a monogamous relationship, but I'm giving it a go. ?I have a career helping others and really enjoy and find fulfillment in putting someone else before myself, serving and working every day to mold myself to the needs of the one I am with. ?
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I'm looking for a long term monogamous relationship with a dominant male/Master in my area of Boise Idaho. ?I'm not able to relocate or support someone else's relocation. ?I've been in the lifestyle off and on for my entire adult life and have explored all kinds of relationship dynamics and learned so much about the lifestyle and myself over the years. ? Primarily and most fulfilling for me has been as a slave, 24/7 real time.
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I know what I don't want, and this is not my trying to control a relationship, but a long 20 years of trial and error and self exploration. ?I don't want to be in a poly relationship of any kind. ?I don't want a long distance relationship. ?I am not looking for a short term relationship or a one night stand or a play partner, but something deep and meaningful and if all goes right, committed, with someone who is both dominant and kinky and has their life together. ?
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I'm down to earth, spiritual (Buddhist), submissive down to my core to the right man, and I try hard every day to be a good person. ?I have my life together and don't "need" anyone, which I think puts me in the perfect position to find the love of my life, and the Master that I can serve with my body, mind and heart. ?I like to think I'm funny and passionate and friendly, but I suppose that is up to those who know me to decide. ?:) ?I also have children and live a very "normal" life, so am looking for someone who can be my Master/Dominant in all aspects of life, subtle or not, and not as a game or party adventure.
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If you're a dominant male local to Boise and looking for monogamy I would love to chat. ?:) ?If you're anyone else or anywhere else, respectfully, I will decline at this time, but I wish you all the luck in the world finding what it is you're after. ? ??
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I have met some really amazing people from this website in the short time I have been here. Some amazingly great, some amazingly...not so great. A learning experience either way. I have not responded like I should to some... I hate online dating (well any kind of dating...), so with the slightest hope of finding someone I disappear for as long as it takes to find out if I can walk away from this place forever. Then I see so many people here talking about how women on this website are fake and frauds and all these other things. It makes me sad, that people trying to find a connection cannot have an easier time. It is hard enough without extra barriers. It is also hard to connect to someone who is already convinced that women are frauds. I am far from fraud. I am VERY far from perfect, but I am better at being in this lifestyle... wrapping myself, my goals, desires, focus, around someone I serve and doing it with all of my heart... than possibly almost anything else. It shows in every aspect of my life... the life I chose, the career I chose... To be alone, to be unowned and live a hallow vanilla life... It is as much of a travesty as it would be if a seasoned dominant walked away from this life, with the same frustrations.
I haven't been here long, and perhaps I came here with expectations too high... or not thin enough or flexible enough... I fear falling for a vanilla man while I wait and search for my Master... and losing that part of myself... my core submissive slave self... for another 10 years... 20 years... and then my life will be over and I will have buried my spirit the entire time. What good is it to know how beautiful and deep and spiritual an M/s connection can be, if you just get to touch it and then it is taken from you again? Is it better to see the sun once, and then live in darkness than to never see it at all? |
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