Here it is Late January. Finally have gotten the chance to go to a few meetings of the local clubs here. When your new everyone is really nice to you and you get to know thw drama kings and queens. What would it be after all without em?


On the other hand the positive outweighs the eh not so bad neg cause you always know how to deal with em, you just avoid getting wrapped up in it. We have met some really great and knowledgable people in the local community and look forward top meeting more. The first few times are sorta odd cause your getting to know each other with kid gloves., I've found out that i have hidden a sadisitc side of me for quite sometime, but when i had the chance to top and did i felt guilty.. so enough of that for now.  I love  learning, i dont never wanna stop!

Hope you all have a Happy Valentines day!

The more fall comes into the air the more abbiritions haunt me in my dreams of where i wish to go in the lifestyle. IS it perhaps the curiosity that stays forever unquenched that spurns these ideas ? Is there a pill to take to stop it ? *joke* My thoughts are going places more and more that demand i do not forsake them anymore..they go to a darker place and most erotic place.