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| A few years ago I did a lot of traveling. Just got into my pickup truck and just hit the road. I was at a friend's house when I was looking out the window and decided I wanted to see more people, places and things. I thought to myself that when I am old and grey that I didn't want to wish that I should have gotten out more. I packed a few things, got in and started driving. I didn't stop until I reached Florida. I made one huge mistake on the way and that was I didn't stop so really see anything. I was just in too much of a hurry to reach the destination and not enjoy all the wonderful things in between.
I spent 6 months in Florida trying to unwind and try to relax. I did to some degree. I spent a lot of time figuring out a few things on those sandy beaches. One of the biggest things i figured out was I needed to relax. Just take it easy. Of course, Some of those drives on those wonderfully straight highways across the Dakotas were an experience in of itself. You can turn the autopilot on and let the subconscious mind tell you some things you really need to listen to.
The following Winter I did the same thing. Got into my truck and hit the road. I stopped and saw a lot of things between here and there. That's what really surprised me. For everyone, the destination is the same. It's what you do from the start to the finish is what matters. More importantly, it's who you stop to rest with and who you complete the journey with.
When you are with that special someone it's just magic. No other way to describe the feeling.
What's your kink you might be asking. I don't really know is the honest answer. I know i would enjoy a few things and for the rest, I don't know because I haven't had a partner who was willing to explore them with me and sometimes just be happy to show me the way. A fine woman who can take a man by the hand and show him the way. Who can put a man at ease with a gentle, kind and loving smile while leading with a warm, friendly but firm hand.
I Remember playing some silly kids game of blanket wrap where we would roll each other up in a blanket like a burrito and see how long it would take to get out. It was fun but I remember feeling a special kind of happy if you get my meaning. I knew that I would enjoy things that others wouldn't. That was just one of the things that would set me apart from the rest. I also remember that I really liked wearing my mother's and my sister's clothes. My mother didn't like it one bit and my sister like to encourage me to. She had me wear her 2 piece bathing suit and it was really obvious I like that as well. The humiliation she subjected me to afterwards was something I never enjoyed and haunts me to some extent to this day.
I decided to embrace what I am and who I am. Keeping it pent up inside isn't good for me anymore. All of that is why I am here. To find that special lady who not just share those things with me but enjoy them as well. I don't want to be with a woman who demands that I kneel or submit, but would make me want to submit to her, knowing that every touch she blesses me with is one of kindness and compassion. Whisper kind words to me and make me long for her touch. Make me sad when I fall asleep because she is gone for those hours but make me happy that she is there when I wake. Who will encourage me to try new things and guide me with those warm loving hands. Help me erase those boundaries and when we share happy time together, we can learn to be all the happier for doing so.
I did the checklist and filled out the options. Some things I want to do and others I don't but none of that is set in stone. With a kind, guiding hand, she may be able to lead me to a happiness I have never known before.
I hope the lady I find won't command me to call her Goddess, but only want me to do so out of love and that her smile will be my guiding light. I hope that she will ask me for my council. I have been many places. Done many things and learned so many more. That wisdom should be put to good use by a Lady who is wise enough to seek the council of others and draw upon the experiences of others.
Some of the things I like to do when I have the chance are photography, reading books of all kinds and just watching the birds fly by. One of my big hobbies is prepping. Like anything else, it is developing the skills you need to make a bad situation better. That is always a true test of character, learning how to make anything better for yourself and the ones you care about.
A final note about me:
I am not into casual hookups. I am not looking for a piece of ass. I am not into bloodsports, scat, urine or consumption of bodily fluids. I am definitely NOT into needles or similar. If you are, do not talk to me. I don't know you and unless you can provide current medical documentation, We are NOT having sex.
I am not into pain. Either giving or receiving. wax play(?), no whips or floggers.
I am not looking for a casual play partner. I am looking for someone I can spend the rest of my life with.
I am looking for a friendly Domme or a top orientated switch. If you do not meet those qualifications, do not ask me to engage in a relationship, local, long distance or otherwise.
Profile is from my FetLife Profile.
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