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Hello all. I am not here to be owned but I am on a mission, so I will make this short. I am a 20 year old, asian american(half cuban half chinese), college sudent living with my boyfriend in SoCal. I'm not really into all this BDSM and slavery stuff, but I am a diagnosed sexual addict(and by diagnosed I mean by a real doctor, so please don't try and be cute). I love sex, and all things sensual, and to the same degree hate all things pain related. I can't stand any form of pain, I just don't like it, have no tolerance for it, and the idea of pain scares me. My boyfriend on the other hand is a real sadist. He loves to inflict pain, and pleasure too, he is a great man. But, I've only ever been able to satisfy him half way. That's why im here. I discovered this website while doing some browsing and thought i would give it a try. What I would like to find is someone, guy or girl, who is experienced, to teach me how to take pain. I doubt I will ever become a real "pain slut" but I want to be as close to one as I can be for my man. I'm willing to try anything, even hypnotism, if it will work. My boyfriend doesn't know I'm here or that I'm doing this. He's mostly given up on me in this area. So I want to do this as a suprise for him. Thank you for you time.