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purespirit

I joined this site the other week then i left and rejoined,Though i am single i can only attempt to make online friends with dominant females eventually leading to real time,I'm submissive not desperate and i have to be attracted to person,Otherwise it would be boring. My above photo was me posing for journalists last year who were covering my past employment for a newspaper before i was involved in car accident and forced to retire due to head injury,So i think most people would have some idea by my photo exactly the type of work i used to do but i would rather just jokingly say in photo i am practicing bondage on my submissive little crystal slave. I have too be honest cause chatting to a dom a while back and just so happens to be on this site called me a f..ing retard maybe cause i wasn't honest like i'm being now cause none of my friends are into bdsm. My accident left me with a childs mind,Sigh of relief,I have said it now. I "would" like to make online friends with female doms obviously can't be anything more until get to know person properly,I am not a whore,well only in role play. Since my childhood at 13 years old being pinned to the floor by group of girls messing about,I have by nature always wanted to be owned by dom female. I met a mistress once many years ago who performed scarification on me and left my arms a mess but i was in love and when people are in love /well i think most know,Only my sexual curiousty almost cost me my life lol so if anyones into that please don't contact me . I have a leather/pvc/latex fetish and bigtime kneeboot fetish though i like the smell of leather turning me on rather then licking as after a while it makes my tongue go all funny. I have a very high pain tolerance and i have always wanted to be forcefully violated against my consentual will by female strapon owner but just fantasies that never happened as much as i wanted them too,So i make do with my rolling pin cause i find the more sore it gets,The more i want it and it makes me feel so horny. I won't say no more bout my fetishes until i meet someone hopefully online. Music wise,I'm type of theatre des vampires,cradle of filth,marilyn manson type and i enjoy crossdressing though its boring when its solo .,Sometimes of a morning i'm up before my sexual thingy,Years ago it was the other way round and many years ago i conditioned my sexual thingy to only becomming aroused by dom females and females dressed in leather/latex and pvc. So for now when i come here i'll just go straight to games and play tic tac toe until maybe i get to learn more from a dominant female cause everyone has an issue or another but i like to be truthful just remotely incase a dom female wanted me. I really do not care if anyone wishes to be non role play scene nasty,I'm happy i was honest cause like i stated in the past,I wasn't honest and got called a f..king retard by a dominant nhs worker lol but true. PLease No more,"hello,"i am boo boo from nigeria types who's family died in plane crash and want my bank account details for transaction,I'm not stupid,just cause you missed the banana and fell out your tree,so,"up your bum! Some people think cause of my head injury i'm a spasmo and are afraid to approach me,well look have you been in your local supermarket and seen me up on the shelf with the rest of the vegetables?no exactly!,I simply just became bit slow,most of the time i get away with it cause people just think i have a non-stop very dry sense of humour. and i look exactly same as photo taken last year,I am very young looking,though recently had trim and do my legs every few days. I haven't quite finished my profile yet but some may think cause im bit slow do i really want to be owned by a mistress?and all my life i have been interested in bdsm so if i'm able to find my way to a bdsm site,do my profile then the answer is yes i like this type of lifestyle. I would also require sometimes some form of climatic action im happy with c.m on clothes (fetish)and my sexual thingy is quite thick and between 7-8 in length though i am circumstised which i didnt have any say in the matter as i was a baby at the time. my biggst hard limit would be cbt as i had operation down there when i was 8 years old so they would always have to be handled gently.