This is my first diary entry regarding my exploration into chastity.
It's amazing how tastes change as even a year ago I would not have considered chastity as something I would enjoy. If anything I would have recoiled at the thought.

However, it has become something more than a passing interest in the last 12 months and so I decided to experiment. The results have been surprising to say the least.

I do not presently have a Domme so I decided to take things into my own hands, so to speak. I purchased a CB-6000 and started with a few hours then a day then a couple of days until I had the right fitting and it was comfortable.

Six days ago I locked myself with a plastic numbered lock. Using a padlock did not appeal as I found that it was easier for me to get out and I prefer the decreased weight.

After six days I have become notably more positive generally as well as having increased energy. My naturally sardonic, sarcastic wit has been replaced by an affable optimism.I have also become a lot more sensitive to others needs, which surprised me as this was not in a sexual context.

Obviously, I am incredibly horny at all times with an almost constant lightness in my lower stomach, similar to that of 'butterflies'. I have been leaking a little today and yesterday and have found myself on FL more than usual.

I won't lie, I am almost constantly having sexual thoughts and my craving to be humiliated is reaching bursting point. There are things I haver fantacised about whilst in chastity that I never would have dreamed of doing normally. I can see the appeal from a female perspective. It has certainly made me more pliable.

I did have concerns as previously I would masturbate 2-3 times in a 24 hour period. I was worried about build-up and my prostate so on day three I gave myself a prostate massage. This was something I had not done whilst in chastity. It took a lot longer but I got there in the end. I was expecting a drop in my desire but none came. If anything, I just became more aroused.

10 days is currently my target and I am having trouble with that but I am determined to see it through. The mental and physical state is torturous but it's growing on me and there is a small part of me that will be disappointed when I do finally cum.

I am hoping this will turn into a regular diary. We will see.