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Please read this and if you wish afterwards then continue..... Under my list of "ACTIVELY" seeking, I have marked a few things....I am looking for friends to hang out with all different kinds of people, this does not mean I not changing who I am....A SUBMISSIVE. I love getting to know new people that are new to this lifestyle and just to hang out too. Still a work in progress... So now I am can go more into what I "seek, want and desire"...... Seek: Friends People who are like minded to hang out with Someone/s to connect with on all levels, yes, outside D's/BDSM Someone/s to have fun with...going to movies, games, cooking and so on..... Want: To find that connection with someone who will make me think Someone/s who I can have develop a D's connection Someone/s who can be a lover, friend and partner in crime To smile To be held and touched Desire/Need To have marks that make him happy To bruises that show his love To feel pain To feel sting To feel love/strength/teacher To feel warmth To be wanted To find a Master/Dom that I can work with/to connect with To find an amazing sexual connection with someone To find someone I can call Sir/Daddy and that connection that goes with it IMPORTANT TO KNOW: I am NOT a slave I can call someone Sir/Daddy when we get to know each other I am independent/but want know I can be told what to do I speak my mind I am a pain slut--canes, whips, paddles and so on. I am very open to my friends and family on who I am I live in a kinky household with amazing roommates I love to take care of the man in my life (yes I will iron your shirts) I take things slow/I want to build something with someone that will last I love life and live it to the fullest I am 45 years young I am a curvy woman, loosing weight and getting into shape I love life/sex (very sexual) I am amazing cook. I have a VERY HIGH sex drive and want to find someone who has the same drive. I want someone from 35-58.....(yes I have been with younger men)..... I am not looking to move or be with a couple. I respect women Domme's and will play with them but no sexual relationship Please live with in 25-40 miles of me I work nights so if this is an issue, you might want to pass So if this interests you....you have any questions please ask. PLEASE treat me with respect.
5/20/2012 5:49:29 PM
started writing this ------------------- You blind fold me and place me in the car. ?I am dressed in a simple dress and panties. ?Not bra. ?You have packed a bag for me p, but I have no idea what is in there. ?You turn on some music as we drive and we have a nice chat while we drive. ?I then feel the car come to a stop. ?The smell is amazing, i smell grass, pine trees, flowers and so on. ?I smell water too, I have no idea where we are. ?I feel you open the door and tell me to step out, ?I hear leaves under my feet. ?There is a cool breeze coming thru too. ?I feel you take my arm and start walking ?and we stop after about 15 mins of walking. I set me down on what feels like a tree stomp. ?I hear you taking things out of a bag and I just listen to the sounds around me, ?I can feel the sun on my back. ?I feel you life me up and put my hands above my head and pull off my dress. ?Then with my arms still up you tie each one to the tree. ?They are spread. ?I them feel you take off my panties and the out them in my mouth. ?You tell me to spread my legs and then I feel you tie my ankles to something. ? You then whisper job my ear that you are so proud of me and kiss me on the cheek. ?I them feel something hard and long hit my ass...makes me rise to my toes. ?I now know why you out my panties in my mouth so people would not hear me scream, ?I can feel the amazing sting against my ass. ?I want more and more. ?I now feel something against my back, it is a small leather slapped I have, ?it feels so amazing, ?I am loving giving into Sir and letting him use me. ?I feel him close and he is kissing my neck and telling me how good I am. ?How I am a wonderful slut and whore. ?After a while I feel you start to untie my hands and let my arms down slowly, handing them gently. ?Then you untie my ankles and lead me over to a blanket you have out down for me and wrap me in another one we have, ?you take off the blind fold and give me some water and pull me close to you. ?I put my head in your lap and feel you rub my head. ?It is funny I can fee, your hard on by my head but know I can do anything about it until you tell me i can. ?Today you control my every action, ?after a bit, feel you grab my hair and make me stand. ?You then stand and walk me over to the stump from before, ?you tell unzip ur pants and take our cock out, ?you have to pee. ?I hold it while you pee all over my boobs. ?When you are down your force my head to your cock and tell me to suck his bitch, I love sucking your cock, making it all hard. ?You heads are grabbing my hair and pulling my head too you. I reach down and play with your balls while I suck your cock and then feel you release my head to suck your balls. ?I love your hand on my hair. ?After a bit you pull me to standing and turn my around and push me over the stomp on my stomach. ?I feel this amazing sting against me ass. ?It' feels like thorns from a bush, I feel them dig into my skin and then see the rose peddles going thru the air.... I feel you place the rose peddles on my ass and back and can hear your taking pictures. Which you also did when I was sucking your cock and while tied to the tree. ? I feel the softness of the peddles against the sting of the thorns....I beg for "more Sir" and feel more stinging against my ass and back, I feel a bit if cool, knowing that is blood from the thorns. ?After a bit I feel something very cold against my ass and back, it is a cloth with cool water one it as you wipe the blood off. ?I then feel something cold going down my ass cheeks and and the feel you spread them....I then feel your hard cock against my ass hole slowly sliding it in. ?It feel amazing and I ask you for more, ?you slide it all in and then wait a minute for my ass to close around your cock and I squeeze it hard and you start pounding my ass. ?I love your cock in me...I need it all the time...you cock in my pussy and ass. ?You pound me hard and feel a paddles across my ass as you fuck me until I hear you tell me you are coming in your whores ass....deep inside. ?You cum is all mine, ?I feel you cum deep inside me. ?Soon you pull out and take a picture of your cum dripping out of my ass. ?You lift me to a standing position and I tell you I am going to fall. ?You gently lay me back down, ?the pain from my back is amazing and you loom at my front which is all scratched up from the tree trunk and I had no idea. ? I lay all wrapped up and start to nap. ?You wake me to make me eat some food and drink and then I sleep. ?The sun and breeze feel so amazing and then you curl up next to me. ?You tell me to sleep for a bit. More to cum
4/23/2012 10:54:48 PM
just for those who have asked recently and not sure why.....i do know what watersports are......no swimming, water skiing and so on. i love to peed on and to pee on others. i guess there are women out there that get confusd so several times recently men have questioned do i know what it is. i do.
3/20/2012 1:56:26 AM

Life has thrown me so many horrible things over the last 3 weeks I so wish I had a Daddy/Dom to make me feel safe.

 

I am a very strong woman but there are times you just want to lay your head in his lap and feel him stroke your hair and tell it will be okay.

 

Lay you in bed...tie you to up and use you to make all the pain go away.

 

Maybe one day.....

 

Sigh

1/9/2012 11:46:24 PM

Life can be so confusing on what you want and need from yourself and those around you.

 

Were does D's fit into your life, how do you want it too or need it too.

 

How do I find that right fit?

Will this person make me happy?

Will our idea's about bdsm fit as one?

 

Not sure.....