It's been a while since my last journal entry, and rather than modifying my main profile text, I decided to update my profile here.

Over the last couple of weeks I've chatted online with several older submissive Tgirls who have what I desire. These Tgirls met dominant men – some here on CollarSpace – while still part-time like me. They entered into D/s live-in arrangements where as a requirement for moving in, it was compulsory to transition to living full-time as women. Some were locked in chastity, most were outed to family and friends, many lost their jobs or careers forcing them into new, often lower-paying occupations. All saw their lives changed dramatically. 

Is there a dominant man out there for me? I’m 61 and I recognize that most men, whether they seek a GG or TG, more often than not, want a younger submissive. Are there men, older than me, interested in someone like me? Or might I find someone that’s close to my age, looking for me that outside the D/s relationship, will have shared interests in the vanilla world? (I do find it fascinating that many younger men, under 45, express interest in me. I’ve always wondered how or why someone young enough to be my child would be interested in me but maybe I shouldn’t be so selective?)

I am passable (or so I’ve been told), educated, have a portable career, have a wide variety of interests, and can relocate for a man with a serious interest in me. I realize that while there are many flakes and posers here on CollarSpace, but over the years I’ve met and dated a few men here, but just not the right one. I’m hoping that by reaching out in this way that my luck is about to change. I’m ready to surrender, to lower my neck to you so that I can wear your collar.