I have been in this life style for about 5 years. My experience is limited but I do enjoy spankings, nipple torture, smothering, tease and denial, bondage and many other things as well. I enjoy giving up control. I want to be dominated and not have a choice in what happens to me. That is what I truly love about this life style, giving up control. I hate fake bondage and fetish restraints that I can escape from. Bondage is my favorite thing that connects the rest of this life style for me. When you are restrained then you have no choice but to accept the things you do to me. My hard limits are no knifes, breath play, needles or anything else that involves blood or permanent scaring.
