I am pathetic for what I want sexually.

As my name implies, I want to be used as a full toilet and be hurt. My only limits are sounding, animals and permanent damage. I want to find a domme/Mistress for discrete meets that will help me live out my fantasies.

I love to be humiliated for my small cock and while I've never been a cuck, it interests me. At this point, the more extreme the better for me. I will not give a tribute before meeting but I do understand that tributes are required.

Under interests, what I have as "hate it" actually turn me on. I just hate doing them so they are good forms of humiliation and torture for me. I don't want to feel good after a session, I want to feel used and hurt

Please let me grovel at your feet