5/24/2016 10:08:04 PM: Why am I here? I am here because sexual compatibility is the most important part of a relationship in my opinion. I am here because I appreciate a strong, confident, intelligent, (well hung) dominant man. I am here because I am enjoying my current life and hobbies instead of spending my time dating average vanilla men or running with a bunch of high drama women. Yet finding someone to enjoy life with is still a priority for me. I am here to find someone who will appreciate me and enjoy the way I will devote myself to him. I have been here for awhile now. Learning from some of those I have talked with. Hoping to make the right connection.

12/12/2015 6:00:15 PM: == Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ == 96% Primal (Prey) 93% Submissive 84% Rope Bunny 78% Pet 72% Experimentalist 71% Slave 68% Brat 67% Primal (Hunter) 63% Switch 58% Voyeur 53% Girl/Boy 52% Rigger 50% Masochist 44% Dominant 44% Master/Mistress 44% Degradee 43% Sadist 38% Exhibitionist 37% Owner 33% Degrader 32% Daddy/Mommy 32% Vanilla 29% Brat Tamer 29% Ageplayer 9% Non-monogamist

10/9/2015 10:08:54 PM: I am a size queen. I am not ashamed to have this fetish. It does not make me promiscuous or unfaithful on its own. But it is something I am very aware of as a single woman searching for a partner. I know that size does matter in my selection of a mate. I also know that most well hung men appreciate the worship a true size queen provides. For me it begins with the visual. I can just sit and stare for awhile at a gorgeous hard thick cock. The strength it shows standing at attention mezmerizes me. I like to watch the way the skin crawls continously over the testicles. My eyes trace the path of the blue veins wrapping their way up the thick shaft until I can't keep from reaching out to trace them with my fingertips. I gradually wrap my hand around the shaft to see how close my fingers come to touching. I test the weight in my hands and marvel at the heft. Rub the soft skin against my face as I inhale the unique smell of the man I worship. I can't keep my tongue from slipping between my lips to trace the ridge up the underside of the cock, my breath coming faster and heavier filling my brain with the pheromones of the man I crave. I like to look up into his eyes as I suckle on the head of his massive cock... Later, when he finally penetrates me that first stroke takes my breath away for a second. I gasp. I am tight and have practiced my keigels religiously since I was a young girl so it feels like I am stretched to the limit around him. When he pushes deep and pounds into my cervix it is unlike anything I can describe. I can't hold back the moan that accompanies each stroke. I enjoy my cervix being pummeled. Feeling so full, stretched, every nerve ending touched, pushed to its limit, endorphins flooding my bloodstream, an exquisite pain mixed with extreme pleasure, the look in his eyes the first time he realizes that he doesn't need to be gentle with me is simply intoxicating. I grab his ass and meet him thrust for thrust taking more of him then he dreamed I would. He fills me in a way no smaller cock can dream of. There is no toy that can replicate that for me. He has stamped my conscious and subconscious mind permanently. The large cock in my life is not a negotiable thing. It is a compulsion...an obsession a very real mental and physical addiction. I would rather go without sex altogether then settle for less then a cock I will truly worship.

10/8/2015 11:44:27 PM: I get tired sometimes of defending my right to have a 'size fetish' If you want to consider me shallow or selfish that's your right at least I am honest and I know what I like. I prefer to state it up front rather then develop feelings for someone and then find myself uninterested in bed with no other reason to give. I like worshipping the cock in my life. I don't want to be with someone who 'rewards' me occasionally with a huge cock on the side. I want to glow with the knowledge that my masters cock is the cock of my dreams. Sure...there are ways a guy who is not as well endowed could satisfy me but it's not the same as the lust visable in my eyes when I am staring at a hard thick cock before me. I state what I like in my profile including exact measurements so you can decide for yourself if you fit the bill. That way I don't have to embarrass either one of us with my preference later. I don't contact guys out of the blue because I don't want to put them on the spot telling me they don't measure up. I have no wish to embarrass or belittle anyone. A guy can't change his cock size any more then I can grow model thin long legs.

6/23/2015 6:22:31 PM: Sitting outside this evening as the sun goes down. I am surrounded be the sound of birds chattering and the sight of all the flowers blooming in my yard. The sweat is still drying on me from working on those flowerbeds all afternoon and evening but I feel content. Occasionally I wonder if I should be more aggressive in trying to find someone to share my life with...or more accurately devote myself to but for now I am ok with my dogs and my hobbies. I don't want to push to find someone only to end up with the wrong one. Hopefully I still have time for him to cross my path; to contact me.