3/12/2016 8:31:50 PM: So here is the 11 o'clock news...== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ == 100% Dominant 99% Degrader 98% Sadist 98% Master/Mistress 98% Rigger 95% Owner 86% Primal (Hunter) 85% Brat Tamer 71% Experimentalist 63% Daddy/Mommy 13% Voyeur 10% Masochist 9% Exhibitionist 9% Ageplayer 9% Vanilla 6% Non-monogamist 3% Switch 2% Degradee 2% Brat 1% Submissive 1% Rope Bunny 1% Primal (Prey) 0% Slave 0% Girl/Boy 0% Pet

2/21/2016 6:01:15 PM: Ein Sklave muss fühlen kontrollierte, sichere und sicher. Sie muss auf positive Ziele mit positiven Ergebnissen zu konzentrieren gemacht werden. Sie verstehen, ohne Frage gibt es Konsequenzen, wenn sie scheitert , und Belohnungen, mager wie sie auch sein mögen, sind Geschenke zu ihr für den Erfolg. Ein Sklave muss owned fühlen, und die Entschlossenheit, dass das Eigentum testen. Ein Sklave ist immer unvollständig ohne einen Besitzer, ist immer eine einsame Katastrophe emotional, ohne ihr Ziel und der Kontrolle des Herz ihrer Sicherheit, ihrer Eigentümer.So close to what really matters....

2/20/2016 1:30:28 PM: A slave girl wrote me about her need to be a total captive, totally helpless, isolated and hidden from the world, and it had to be real.There are lots of 'real' things to do with a slave, but to insure her mind feels its real, it must be something that sounds more like Hannibal Lecture than sampling serving.  Dark indeed can be a woman's deepest fear, and some choose to accept it as fate, ask for, encourage, even beg for it, rather than continue to fantasize the moment in soaking wet fear.An answer can be simple, and in her terms, desperate to encounter, and impossible to  turn away from.For you, just something simple that is too real to ignore...using the minimum of retention items...steel handcuffs, with your hands behind your naked body.steel leg cuffs, with their chair wrapped tight about the short steel chain of the handcuffs so you are nicely 'hog-tied'.Leather belt above the elbows pulling them tightly together, just for effect.Now, my choice of leather hoods...  yes, the intense red one with double locking collar..., it has a small nose hole and a round cock size hole for your mouth.  Lace it on tightly, and lock the collar with a  short chain left loose for future use.Just about here, you might begin to question when you will be let go... so to avoid any confusion, a long hard cock gag is pushed though the mouth hole, so it goes in partway down your throat...  gives you a lo to think about in your secured darkness when you are alone... it is held in there by a strap around your neck and another little lock.Now, to insure you feel helpless and its permanent, a pair of biting steel clamps are put on your nipples to keep you company.This may result in some thrashing and squealing... it usually does.  SO, it's into the wood chest with you - thick pine boards nailed to steel rounds with a heavy hinged rim.   The chain on your neck is locked to a steel ring on the inside wall near your head.  Then, to eternally tease, the keys to all the locks are placed in your fingers - just so you can let yourself go when you are ready...   Then the lid is locked down with its belted straps and padlock.  Not to worry, it has numerous small cracks due to the wood contracting as it aged over the years, so there is plenty of air to breath.  It is then pushed back into the dark corner of the cellar where no one ventures, and left there for a few days...I wonder how long that might be...

12/4/2015 9:04:41 AM: Sometimes, a special submissive or special slave out in the world alone, will check-in on me.Perhaps it makes her connection to me more real, more suggestive, more possible.In a way, she is not alone, she is never alone, not as not as I am here for her to see, to read, to feel the thoughts I have written, the direction I have for her in this life.She may feel it as a duty, or a task, a calming factor or just a moment when she has that connection with me and I am still far away for the moment.Emotions build collars as surely as do an owners hands.Emotions build connections as surely as an owners words.Emotions build trust as surely as any chain could hold her, never entombed in her own loneliness and doubt, and always touching the vision of my face she holds so private.

5/15/2015 10:30:30 AM: Journal to a Belgium slave girl... listening?   OK, a slave, you, are in many ways very much like a child you are growing you need something usually, that is attention you learn that you get attention, undivided attention, it makes you feel alive happy that you have a place you belong' that is safe even negative attention, like harsh abuse, counts a lot for this need the most attention you get, no matter what kind, the more you will love those that give it to you As a child, you learn about the power your owners have that power and it makes you feel safe and alive as well when they use it on you, you feel the attention and it makes you happy inside when your owners spend time training you, putting you in bondage, even torturing you, you’re getting the attention the child in you is desperate to have and you crave it and want it and need and love it and you then love your owners for only they give you that attention Your body, your mind, your emotions they all need attention as a girl, you need just to be touched and the more stronger the touch, the more extreme the touch, the more you crave that touch in being trained, the need to please your owners always makes you happy when after long hours of bondage and control, they smile and you know you made them happy and that makes you happy All that  slave girl , in is you its in you as deep as the ocean and you need to experience it or you will die unhappy and depressed See, I am a writer...  sometimes, I write too much  but when you are bound and hooded and helpless, you will be taught the same way I write clear, frank, in detail and you will learn' and when you are slow, punished until you catch up you are not stupid  slave girl ... its that no one has taken the time to teach you this before Stupid means you CAN NOT learn... ignorant means that others have not taken the time to train you, and its not your fault Understand?