well it has been a few months since i last posted here in my journal and all with good reason ..... last weekend saw the birth date of my beloved Mistress who recently passed away - i am not typing for sympathy but rather as an expression of kindness for all that she led me through, took to me and cherished me ..... i miss her greatly and one day, one day i hope to be able to submit to another ....... hope you got big feet !!!!

well - such a long time between journal entries - i gotta do something about this - just relaxing at home enjoying the hk summer

what a great day to stay home in my white t-shirt and panties

just uploaded some new photos of me in white pantyhose today .... enjoy

guess who just took possession of a metal cock cage ...... that's right ..... me

now to find that kh!!

i have started my summer vacation yesterday and i do hope to spend some time in either china or korea during this time ..... if you see me, do stop and say hello

i have been asked by a potential Mistress to change my password to one designed by her so she can check on my profile ...... would love to know what others think of this

i have been getting addicted to some hk mistress profiles, especially those with stockinged legs and feet ....... so delightful

i have purchased a delightful canon camera and i cannot wait to walk the streets of hk experimenting with it ..... anyone wish to walk with me???,

panty

well its been many months since my last journal entry, but i really was tired of so called Domme's with little experience trying to get inside my wallet for their own benefits, and while understand that this activity is their own prerogative and they are entitled to do it ...... it's not for me ....... if you are here only to access my wallet then forget it

though i have meet some delightful women both online and in person who are delightful and are willing to explore my submission for the joy of their control of me, and how delightful and refreshing this is ...... and return i give them my devoted attention, and mind, body and soul ..... it's the most i can give, and if that is not enough, then i am not interested,

panty

been a while since my last journal entry ... i thought i would just be honest and say that i am truly annoyed at people wanting to get into my wallet ... i don't want inside your panties, so you do not get to go on a wallet expedition ... in saying this though, i did read some delightful, truthful and honest profiles and journals this morning

all these days an so quiet ..... i am still looking for that special lady to whom i will give my entire mind, body and soul to do with as she wishes

i land in beijing in october 17 ..... i do wish to serve while i am there as it is a delightful thing to serve a chinese goddess

borrowed from 'descretneeds' .....

slavery is not about suffering . . . . . . slavery is about serviceslavery is not about humiliation . . . . . . slavery is about humility. slavery is not about pain . . . . . . slavery is about being present. slavery is not about being used . . . . . . slavery is about being of use. slavery is not about control . . . . . . slavery is about letting go. slavery is not about what is done to you . . . . . . slavery is about what you do for others. slavery is not about abuse . . . . . . slavery is about acceptance. slavery is not about proving anything . . . . . . slavery is about being real. slavery is not about contempt . . . . . . slavery is about respect. slavery is not about how you look . . . . . . slavery is about how much you care. slavery is not about denying yourself . . . . . . slavery is about being open. slavery is not about bondage . . . . . slavery is about freeing your spirit. slavery is not about punishment . . . . . . slavery is about discipline. slavery is not about being unable to escape . . . . . . slavery is about being committed. slavery is not about submission . . . . . . slavery is about obedience. slavery is not about fear . . . . . . slavery is about trust. slavery is not about pleasure . . . . . . slavery is about happiness. ___________________________

am definitely in beijing in mid-october for three days ..... anyone care to use this male sub while i am there??

i am going to beijing in mid-october and may relocate there so i can learn mandarin

i have been away for the last week trekking through a remote part of china on a charity gig for an orphanage .... the scenery and the chinese people were so wonderful .... the kid were rather sweet too ..... very glad i did it

am wanting to learn an asian language from a dominate female tutor

just wondering how long it takes for people to realise that not all male subs are arse wipes and that we are intelligent and can sustain a conversation

just wondering ..... when will my first friend arrive ???

well what an exhaustive week and i thank those who have left nice messages about my photos ..... i wish everyone on collerme a lovely weekend ..... unless they are tied and being tortured, i hope you deserved it - lol

well today i joined collarme and i am so excited to meet new people and to strike up a conversation with them .... mixed fetishes do arouse me and i look forward to exploring these ..... so look me up and send a message