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| I am finally at a point in my life where I am pursuing the desires and needs that have rested upon me for so many years. My submissiveness to women, and the search for a Mistress to give myself to.
For years I have given into my desires in secret, tieing myself up. Sneaking a chance to where stockings, and garters, and lingere that made me feel so sexy. To dream of being whipped, my hands and legs bound leaving my most intimate area's open to be tied and bound.
I long to kneel, no need to kneel, before a strong and powerful woman. To worship; legs and feet; breasts and collar bone; the smell of your hair and the taste of your juices. to be forced into submission in whatever way pleases you. It could be to be dressed up and walked around all pretty. To collar and train like a dog. Abuse me physically, verbally, emotionally. Use my body how you like, force me and allow others to use me.
I have few hard limits, and those are needles, blood, scat, and anything illegal. Beyond that, I need to be used and punished. Please, will someone find mercy on me and allow me to serve you to your utmost desires?
Please Mistress, just one word and I am yours.
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It's becoming difficult to find a Mistress. Perhaps I'm too shy, too inexperienced, too young, too old, too vanilla. All I want is to serve! How can I find my way into this life. My place in this world. I beg and hope to be found... |
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Why is it so hard to find someone to serve? I desire to bow, and worship. Make me yours. |
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Just so you all know. I am bi, only as it relates to the fantasies and pleasure of my Mistress. She commands me in all things. And therefore one will have to go through her.
I am currently being punished and will probably not get to play for a few days/week, but I look forward to being back in her good graces and bowing before her naked and bare. |
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