For those of you who wonder i do not have a picture posted because anyone can access this site and well to put it simple there are to many people that i work with and socialize with that i would rather not know about me until i am positive this is who i am.

i am not very good at creating these so i will be as straight forward as possible. i am most likely not as experienced as most here, But i do have the need and desire to learn. i am not really sure how to word it but i have been the way i am most of my life whether it was at work or at home or even in the other relationships i have had in the past. Most i have come to realize do not like the way i am and i feel that is why most of my relationships have failed. i am over all a very caring, giving and outgoing person but my need to make others happy tend to.. well i don't know.. i guess run them off.. i don't even know if that makes since..

anyhow i have come here to see if i can find some one that can appreciate the way i am and i can make them happy and in return make myself happy.