i have come to realize that my last journal entry was enough to scare all of you. I find it extremely sad :( that you claim to be dominant yet it is very obvious that i have topped you in a journal entry. 

I have one question for you: if it is that easy to top you then WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE? 

ok, Master said i have to be nice, so i will be nice and if you would like i will answer your questions and try my hardest to get it through your thick skull the basics of being the top. However i will warn you i will not be easy on you at all. so if you think you can handle it, get over your fear and send me a message. 

for those that do not respond i know that you are secretly submissive and cant wait for my next bitch fest to put you in your place. so try me i dare you!!!!!!!!!

talk soon :)

p.s. Master is allowing this, and if you top me then i will be punished for being completely out of line.

Wow, I find it so hilarious that you would call yourself a dom but yet have no understanding of the term. So let me help you out for those of you that are to ignorant to figure it out for yourself.

           for one the dominant is responsible for the sub/slave mental, emotional, psychological, and physical well being. this is done with trust and respect from BOTH parties involved.

           for two it is the sub/ slave choice for the dom/ master they serve. remember submission is a gift given to you it is not a right that you take. most of you have seem to have forgotten that.

           for three those of you on here for play time and have no idea what the hell you are doing get a clue and know that YOU yes YOU are responsible for anything going wrong. can you live with that? can you really handle the thought of being responsible for everything? if not you have no business being or even pretending to be a dominant

           and those of you that feel it acceptable to be so damn disrespectful, leaving degrading demeaning messages in my inbox GET A LIFE!

I am proud to be happily owned by my Master, masterpimp11. He is absolutely amazing in every way possible and is the perfect Master. every second is pure bliss with him. 

I got to spend a week with My Master and had the best time of my existence proving to me that he is my heaven and that there is no greater love than the way he loves me. I can honestly say that i physically ache to be away from my Master for even a few minutes. I fall asleep to his voice and wake to his touch. Absolutely perfect.

there are no words that could ever describe how amazingly wonderful that week was and how much I love, trust, and respect My Master. I was created to serve him and I now know that there will NEVER be another for me. I am his baby for eternity and beyond and he is MY Master. always there to protect me, care for me, love me, teach me, and keep me happy. as I do my best to do the same for him.

I wish those of you still looking for your match the best of luck and those of you just looking to get laid need to do some research and understand what you are getting into. this is not a game it is real. the emotion, and love and respect is real. this relation ship is built on the ultimate trust, honesty and respect. limits are made to be pushed to mold you into a stronger better person and when you get the right master you will see just how amazing life really is.

Again i wish you all the best of luck

life is perfect now. I have the best Master in the universe. the most amazing five days of my existence will be spent with my Master at the end of the month :)

happy searching to you all

Orgasm control would be defined as one controling the intensity, duration, and frequency of anothers orgasm however so many seem to think it is simply controlling whether or not the other person is allowed to have one.

Knowing how to truely have control over another in the right way is the most amazing thing ever and I am perfectly controlled.

I wish you all the best of luck in finding your perfect match :)

well i suppose i have to say it because people are just not getting it. so here it is

MY SUBMISSION IS A CHOICE AND A GIFT TO YOU IT IS NOT A RIGHT THAT YOU GET TO TAKE.

respect goes both ways my dear and you have to give to recieve. One shows thier true strength throug patience and kindness. arrogant vulgarity shows your weakness

Well i have decided to share with whomever is interested the story of my previous master. So here it goes:

 we met on another site and he seemed genuine enough me being a newbee he promised to train me and teach me my real role while understanding i am a mother before anything else.

 Our relationship over the phone (which i was never allowed to hang up by the way) was actually going well. He was very respectful and considerate however after meeting in person he had convinced himself that he was inlove with me and that he could not breathe without me.

He then single handedly decided to turn my kids against me and tried to convince me to have his baby. not to mention made my husband think that i was only with him because i had to be

i finally seen what he was doing and by the end of the day he was on his knees at my feet beggin forgiveness with tears in his eyes.

needless to say I am in need of a real natural dom not one that is secretly submissive himself as i will top you if you are