So...I am hoping to be pregnant soon.  I have so many questios about raising a child in a lifestyle like ours.  Master really beleives in home schooling.  i am not the smartest of people as i didn't ever go to school.  i was taught at home by my mom but she wasnt all that smart either.  My dad didn't think a woman needed to be really educated to be a good wife and sub.  I guess he is right.  But i guess if i can give master a boy then he will take an active part in his education where i fail. 

Master recently went on line and registered me as a slave so i now have a number.  that number goes with my collar and i feel so lucky. 

oct.4th, 2006

This is my first journal entry but hopefully not my last.  Master thought it would be nice for me to post my feelings and thoughts here.  I agreed.

Being a full-time slave to master keps me very busy but i am allowed one night a week to be on line and chat with friends and family. 

i will get started with a once a week entry from here on out. 

Master is wanting to start a family.  i have never given it much thought.  raising a child in this lifestyle is not easy.  i was raised in this lifestyle.  Mom gave daddy 6 kids.  all girls but 1 boy.  we were raised that females are to be seen and not heard.  that is a big responsibility......raising kids.  not sure if i can do it. 

Master is much older then I and has a full grown son who lives in Texas.  He and his wife are in the lifestyle but she is not a slave.  just a sub.  they are expecting a child soon.  it is all very scary.