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I am looking for a long term monogamous Dom/sub relationship. Is this possible? Who knows? lol I have a very full life, large family and this would definitely be kept to the bedroom, and maybe sometimes outside. ;) I may even want to have a child (or more) one day, but that is dependent on a million things and only if I find the right person so it also may not happen. Ideally I would like someone that is open to marriage and having children one day.
I literally just signed up and have 10 emails, so to be clear, I am not interested in being a slave, relocating, poly or side relationships, not interested if you are married... monogamy and even love are what I am looking for :) I know things don't always work out but I would like the Dom I am looking for to be open to a long-term relationship and even open to love. I have been through a lot in my life and this is not something I will compromise on right now. Besides, I'm sure it makes the relationship that much better, no? Oh and also I have no problem if you are bi, but that is just not what I am looking for, I would prefer my Dom to be obsessively into women :)
For me, it is all about the mental aspect! And I have a TON of depth I can send a lot more of what I am interested in to those that I think are looking for the same thing as me.
Top interests right now? Hmmm..... Bondage, sensory deprivation/sensation play, consensual nonconsent, primal fucking, dirty talk, for the love of god (no, I'm not religious) TEASING and ANTICIPATION.... oh and love :)
With the right person I also would love having my hair pulled, a hand around my throat, being manhandled, pinned down, spanking, pain..... or just the lightest possible touches along my neck, face, hands, legs.... everywhere. Touch is definitely everything to me and it's how I express my feelings towards someone as well. Oh.... and I've gotten the faintest glimpses of what the ultimate session right now would be for me. I want to get to the point where I can cry and breakdown and have a total release...... I have my reasons for this which if you get to know me you may understand better.... anyways, this may involve slapping, consensual non-consent.... Part of me really wants to put up a fight. But then again the one individual that brought me close to this..... well the relationship didn't work out for reasons. But in that particular case I didn't fight, just gave in.... part of me was shocked I think. Anyways, the point is.... I just got the faintest glimpses of a release but the need is still there.
And I would be somewhat remiss if I didn't mention a big interest of mine is also submission.... that first time of calling someone Sir that I respect and trust, kneeling for them... and feeling taken care of and protected in return is a big deal for me. And definitely interested in aftercare :) Let's see.... someone to laugh with who has a great sense of humor is also a HUGE plus.
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