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She is still my precious friend, but not my girl anymore. So back to my single life, but happy. |
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I am so excited, because I found the most beautiful girl. We have spent some good intense times and are really close. |
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Time for another update, a lot of things happened the past months and now I am standing at some major crossroads and have no clear idea where to go or where it will end. The only thing which is very clear: the road I am at now is a dead end.
Sofar this somewhat cryptic journal entry.. |
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Time for another update. It has been a while since my last one. Except for working hard not very much happened. Time passes, people passes. Patiently waiting for the right one. |
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Lately I am reading Gor books which are interesting. I knew about its existence for a long time and had seen some webpages, but never took the effort reading the books. Especially if you like commitment and honour these books are great. I think everyone should read at least one book so you know where you talk about.
Many people have their opinion about Gor but never read a book. How can you then say it is good or not? Probably you are talking someone else's mouth instead of making your own mind.
I am off to finish book 3. |
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Lately not much going on, seems to be like this for ages... Always better then being dissapointed... |
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Not much of a change lately, although found some really nice people. Living far away though, which seems to be my luck. |
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Time for an update although there is not much to tell.
Little mixed feelings lately... |
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I really enjoy this weekend sofar, had a wonderful day with a close friend. And a sunny weekend finally. Hope you all enjoyed it as I did. |
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Finally I own my slave. She is just registered to be mine. I know she likes me, she gives always that nice puring sounds when I play with her. She does everything I tell her to do without questioning.
I am so proud of her.
You knew I was talking about my computer right  |
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Past weeks flew by. I have been very busy with work which keeps my mind being focussed. Still in searchmode although I am not in hurry. Good things come slowly.
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Finally springtime, doesnt that feel good?
Although I have found some really nice people, I still haven't found the one who can be totally happy with me. Not easy to match eachother, but patient is a keyword in this world. One day we all will find what we really want. For me it is a long wait (2 years), but that is not something to lower my standards. It would make my life complete, but without I am still a happy person. |
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It seems to be hard to find a fit here. First you have to find someone who matches you and then ofcourse that person should be matching me.
That last part is so hard, because you can not control it. I look for someone special. Certainly not for a casual play. Those you cant find plenty here.
Time for me to reload which takes time. I know one day I will find complete happyness. This can takes months or years I dont care. The future is all that counts for me. And I am not going to lower my standards, this will make nobody happy. Sigh... |
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Currently I am not in the searchmode. I found a wonderfull woman and it is so great. We havent started yet some things have to be sorted out first. I want to make her happy, guide her, to be proud of herself and me. As often time will tell if it will work out. Sofar I am enjoying every second... |
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I love to browse through all the profiles. I see the most funny and weirdest things. A lot of people don't know what they want, I wonder if they ever have read there own profile. Who are they trying to attract when their are conflicting things in it. I know it is not easy to make a profile of yourself. And even if you have the perfect one, it still is a start. Seeing some in real is so different.
When I see a nice or attractive profile most of the time I leave a message. Not to want something, but to compliment or make a remark. Time to browse again.
Have fun!!! |
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