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	About lostlilone Seems this must be put at the top. We are NOT interested in Dominants. Any messages from a Dominant will be deleted unread. My Master and husband has created a joint account for us, paulandlisa. Feel free to send us messages there. We were married on June 13th of 2009. Master reads all my messages. Once again we are NOT interested in Dominants.

Well a lot has changed since I last wrote. I have had son who will be two in May. I haven't gotten married in fact he broke up with me and isn't in his sons life very much. Sad but true. Right now I'm looking into school options and for a job I need to support my son and myself.

I have now moved in with my soon to be husband.

Thought that everyone would like an update. Master's friend and I have set a date for our wedding. April 22, 2006. I'm so happy words cannot describe how I feel. It feels like so long ago I wasn't even thinking about the future. It is amazing how people can change in the right enivironment to help them grow.

Looks like it has been awhile since I wrote a journal here. I'm doing well and have improved by leaps and bounds since I have been here. It is amazing to think I'm still me and not somebody entirely different. I'd just like to end by saying I don't feel lost anymore. I'm very happy and content.

It seems our little slave girl (this is her Master doing the entry), has started to fall in love with one of my long time friends. This is a good thing, they both have clicked on a very deep level, and are starting to bring out better things in eachother. They both know she still belongs to Us but he has the authority to punish her if she has been bad. We wish them the best in what hopes to become more then just "close dear friends". LG

Well I stood up to my ex bf today and told him I didn't want to get back with him. I didn't want to move to Maryland with him. That he has hurt me too much in the past and I didn't want my furture to that way full of hurt. It hurts now but I know I did the right thing.

My birthday was Sunday. A very interesting day to say the least. My owners got me a new butt plug a REALLY big one. I know my eyes got big and round when I saw it. I did enjoy my birthday spanking though. Even if I cried through most of it. Needless to say subbie space was found and I was very reluctant to leave it. Then again I usually am very reluctant to leave it. HEHEHEHEHE it feels sooooooooooooooo good.

I'm adjusting to my new life. I have learned a lot in the week that I have been here. I have learned that pain is my reward and not my punishment. That punishment will not be something I like so I'll be an obedient little girl. Still a little confused though it will come with time I hope.

Just moved into a wonderful 24/7 situation. I feel the safest with my collar around my neck. Just got done with a wonderful session in which I found subbie space for like the third time in three days. It is amazing. I love subbie space. :)

I think I may have found my way.

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