I hope I would find  a Mistress who would like to force me to chemical castration process and enjoy to see the physical and mental changes.  Mistress could able to withness that her teasing  does not have any effect any more and  constantly unerected penis would get  maybe smaller in size.  mistress would also get  ful right to play with this hormone level process  and continue the  total roleplay as she feels suitable for her and her interests. Off course slave would be  good potential for feminization. Mistress would also get rights to feed slave with suitable medicaments to play with slave physical and mental appearance. Possible goal could to be a weak slut fr anal abuse and personal slave.

Mistress would be a sadist too. After reaching completely unability for  slave erection, she would bring slave to beautiful naked and horny slave girl and ask slave to fuck her After months of  teasing by mistress and never released, slave would love the idea, but face  the reality and realize that erection is not possible would brake him down. Last months life with chastity device for security and nightly wake upps with erections would come into mind. And now Chastity device would not be needed any more....

slave

No,  I never get used to this chastity. I am considering the alternative, just to be able to live more normally. If the mistress would like to control the process, i would like to start the chemical castration treatment. I think that would give  a lot of peace for slave life and make certain things clear. What slave can do and what is completemently out of reach. Personality changes are something new, and there Mistress could support with her experience. In case that would bring only good feelings for slave and Mistress, we could see the that processs happen permanetly with not chemical but physiological changes without  any possibilities to reverse. But for that should relation between mistress and slave be very stabile.

slave

I think the body get used to chastity. Slave needs teasing after 25 days. It is up and down physically and mentally, but i get used to it. And i  start to think other alternatives for release. I dream constantly to  become anally abused almost violated. I want to get it so deep it goes, warm up with normal and get  wider and wider penis or straponp, plug or dildo. I want to get trained by mistress or her partner anyone she demands. Iwant Mistress becomes proud of me cause i can take the longest and widest she knows anybody can do. I do not think now if that play violates me temporarly. I just want to feel it. It  can not hurt too much if i am too tight for the next size, i need to train, and train untill my ass gives up. That is what i feel now and that is what i want. I want mistress order me to do it and tell when and how i need to continue.

slave

Need a Mistress to ensure this chastity, fifteen days has gone now and i am very weak.