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| Slave number 382-462-042. Formerly live-in slave to my beloved and now deceased Mistress Cruella de Vill. We lived together for eight years and during that time I was her service slave. I am afraid that I not always was the best slave, but I managed to help Mistress with daily chores as washing, cleaning, errands, taking care of our economy and Mistress medication. I do think and hope that I did Mistress life a bit easier to live. I miss Her deeply.
If I should express my dream it would to become a serf, a real live-in service slave without sexual duties. To work outdoors gardening, cutting wood, working in the forest or as a stabler at a farm seems like something giving peace in mind and gives opportunity to be to real benefit for my Owner/s. In my mind I can see myself hobble chained during work but with enough freedom of movement to be useful for real work and not endangering myself. When the workday is finished I am kept chained up in a cellar, attic, cage or barn for sleep until next days work.
Enough dreaming, I am well aware of that my potentinal Owner would be the one setting my agenda and the way how I would be treated. I am of course prepared to do any kind of work demanded of me but I am not very handy and my domestic chores skills need to improve.
As an asexual it does not matter for me if my Owner/s is male, female or a couple. To be one slave among other slaves in a multi-slave household would maybe be ideal as my total sexual inexperience and skills otherwise may be annoying for an owner. I am still a virgin, 57 years old and I do hope to be allowed to continue as a virgin. That is the reason for that I am listed as "lesbian", there was no "asexual" option.
When reading different profiles I am beginning to feel like an odd creature. I do long for servitude, service and work. I do think that a set of rules, slave positions and other relating things would do me a better slave. I see my self as a slave but a slave can not set any conditions. Unfortunately it seems that sexual tasks is something that most owners demands and that is something that I am not ready for. Maybe I can be trained to give sexual service if protected but I think that both potential owner and I would find it a disappointing experience.
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