|
|
|  | |  | |
|
|
|
MasterAlpah5
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
No longer bothering to answer generic messages.
OK. Apparently we need some ground rules.
I am not going to meet you today.
I'm not going to give you my phone # today.
I'm not going to cam with you, meet you in Skype or yahoo or AIM or anywhere today.
I'm being careful, taking it slow, trying not to get burned.
I'm curious and I want to explore this, but I'm not totally clueless.
At this point, all I am looking for here are friends. I've recieved many offers that have been flattering, charming, shocking, annoying, exciting. I have declined all of them and will probably continue to do so for now. I'm not really looking for a hookup. Sorry.
|
|
|
|
|
I feel like I'm not really participating in the whole Collar Me scene by not having a really angry rant where I accuse people of being liars and fakes and not being real lifestylers.
So
You're a liar and a fake. You're not a real lifestyler. You need to go back to school and stop wasting my time with your games. Yeah, I'm talking to you. Grrrr.
|
|
|
|
|
if you're married and want to just chat, ok.
if you're looking for a bit on the side, i'm not it.
|
|
|
|
|
So i just looked at my last few journal entries, and it really comes down to this:
SPAM ISN'T SEXY!
Now I know there are spam fetishists out there who will take issue with me on this, and to them I say "Thank you for your thoughtful words. I'm going to give that a lot of thought. Hope you have a great day! -Katy"
|
|
|
|
|
so .. there's the Admirers page on CM which is cool because it's nice to be admired and all, and it was red today when I signed in (and it was probably red before, but anyway) so I peeked and there are a handful of guys and girls in there, which is very flattering and is giving me a big head. But about half of them never said anything to me, or looked at my profile, or anything. I wonder if they just admire everyone?
|
|
|
|
|
i think it's awesome that there are so many people out there that want to chat, but i'm reaching a point where i just can't. if you want to chat with me, i'm pretty open to most things, but not to nothing. if you write me and just say "how's it going" or something i probably won't write back. i know it's lame, but if you say something interesting or ask me something that makes me think, i'm much more likely to write back.
|
|
|
|
|
The Joy of Spam
"I got a letter the other day that said 'Darling, I love you and I cann't live without you. Marry me, or I will kill myself,' and I was quite concerned until I looked at the envelope and saw that it was addressed to 'occupant.'"
I can't remember where I heard that, but I am reminded of it here a lot.
|
|
|
|
|
What am I learning about all this?
I'm learning to be careful. I'm learning I need clarity and transparency. I'm confused enough all by myself. I want things to be simple, but people are complicated. Myself included. But I am hopeful.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
| |
