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hello,
i am a little nervous writing this, but i have fantasized for so many years about this, and i have decided to finally try to find an anonymous man to help me live out some of my fantasies.
what i am looking for is for an intelligent and safe man who would help me play out some of my fantasies.
i'm looking for a man who is interested in spanking me, using his hand, belts, straps or a ruler. i've always fantasized about being spanked, but i've never really had the courage to ask anyone i've dated to do it, it's just so hard to ask, so i'm looking for an anonymous man who is also interested in this.
i'm NOT looking for sexual intercourse of any kind, sex is very emotional for me, and what i'm looking for is more physical. so if that would be an issue, not having sex, then please do not contact me.
nipple clamps or clothespins also arouse me and i would love you to use them on me to hurt me. bondage arouses me as well, being tied into different positions while being hurt. having my thighs, perenium and ass whipped really hard until they turn a bright angry red and i am begging you to stop but you don't, that TOTALLY arouses me so much. i wouldn't want a safe word, just predefined hard limits, a safe word, i think would make the fantasy not feel as real, as i would have the power to stop the spankings/whippings anytime, and i would rather beg and whimper and whine for it to stop, but knowing that it only stops when you want it to stop, but knowing that i will be safe because my limits aren't being crossed.
other things are possible as well in this fantasy, but not actual intercourse, or oral sex. we can talk about those things.
the man i'm looking for is hopefully intelligent, but kinky, mean, dominant, but someone that i could trust and feel safe with, and that we could get together now and then for this kind of play.
i'm trembling as i'm typing this! thank you!
jen
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