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hi im a younger submissive who is still quite inexperienced, but am very eager and enthusiastic. Im having a second attempt at finding a Mistress on alt and hope it goes better this time! I am a post grad student from London, and have been aware of my submissive nature for about 4 years, as a result of my last vanilla relationship. Although my gf at the time wasn’t a Domme, she was very controlling and, along with reading on the internet and following my curiosity, i became conscious of my submissive nature. That relationship ended not long after though for other reasons (ive not had another relationship, vanilla or otherwise, since then tho), but for the last 3 years i have increasingly read as much as i have been able to find and thought hard about what it is i want and feel i need, and am very aware now that this is a big part of my life and that it is something i have to follow for me to realise myself and to be able to express myself fully. I guess its taken that long for it to feel not only right for me, but also feel its the right time to actually start trying to form a real relationship as i have up to now been very busy with my studies and didnt think i had the time. I am almost finished now, so feel like this is the next step i want and almost must take in my life.

I am looking for an Older, and ideally BBW Domme who is experienced and is Someone who doesn’t mind or who is actually looking for a younger novice to train and nurture into Her submissive/slave. For the right person, I would seriously consider a 24.7 relationship. I would like to find someone who is strict and controlling, but also who is nurturing and understanding. I am very curious about a great many things, but am particularly interested in and think constantly about all forms of body worship and prolonged oral (but especially ass worhship/queening/facesitting, and breast worship), anal training/play/forced anal, age play, orgasm control/denial/forced orgasms (may be without touching?)/milking, cbt, bondage and cp (esp otk), roleplay, and much more besides. Trust and honestly are really important to me, as is communication, so i hope that there would be a connection between us. I am also really interested in meeting Dommes from America, as I have lived there previously for a year and loved it, and am considering moving back once ive finished studying.